7 Chapter 6: Waking up

Waking up exhausted wasn't new to me there were many a night were I would go to sleep near the brink of collapsing, This was different my muscles ached somthing fierce. this exhaustion was bone deep making even lifting my head hard. Opening my eyes there was white blinding lights above me, shifting to my right i try and sit up. 'Where am I what happened' trying to remember nothing comes up.

Looking around the room i can see someone's been here recently. There was a chair right by my bed side and the sheets near it were ruffled, I didnt do it becouse my body was to small. Hearing the door open I tense up and look at who walked through. 'Its matron Ami I guess that makes sense she is the one I'm closest to' relaxing at that thought i decide to ask what had happened and why I was here.

"Ami-san why am I here what happened" finally noticing that I'm wake she smiles with teary eyes. "Shiko-chan your finally wake how are you, does it hurt anywhere" not answering my question she asks some of her own bringing a smile to my face at the caring look in her eyes. "Hmm I'm okay just sore but what happened? Why am I here?" Answering her i ask agian as Ami takes my hand.

Looking into my eyes she tell me I was attack on my way home two nights ago. As she was telling me what she had been told of the situation i had begun to remember my self of what had happened.

"I killed them Ami-san" I wispered stoping her in the middle of a sentence, looking at her my eyes getting tiery. Ami reacted quickly climbing onto the bed and holding me while i cried on her chest. I not only cried because I had killed for the first time but because I injoyed it, feeling like I had lost a piece of my self that night. That night I had cried myself to sleep in the embrace of the one who was like a mother to me.

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The next i had woken up in Ami's arms feeling safe and happy for now i was going to lay here rest. Remembering back to the attack now that I was more clear of mind a few things came up to the surface during my final moments of consciousness then. 'I unlocked all three tomoe in both my eyes that should unlock all the base abilities for the sharingan and help me in the long run' with a slight smile I would check my sharingan when I'm alone and no one would see.

Coming of my thoughts i feel Ami's breathing change and she starts to shift around. Getting nervous i squirmed my way out of her arm and slowly backed up to the end of the bed. 'She must hate me now not even two years old and I'm already a killer, I'll probably get kicked out of the orphanage' starting to breath heavy i couldnt stop thinking of all the bad things that would happen from now on.

Ami noticing me freaking out starts talking "Shiko-chan what happened are you okay? Whats wrong?"

"Don't you hate me? i took someone's life" barely looking up at her i can feel a pit in my stomach start to form.

"Not at all little one" exhaling Ami grabbed me by my underarms picked me up and set me in her lap. "Listen Shiko no matter what happens know that I love you. It doesn't matter what you had to do that night you came back and thats all that matters okay?"

"Okay" hugging Ami around the waist i beem a smile up at her with slightly watery eyes but I would not cry no time for crying is now over I got to move on now and get stronger. 'Ami Is special to me i need to protect her' with that thought we separate "whats going to happen now?" i ask looking at my lap still not completely being able to look Ami in the eyes.

"Well we're going to stay here untill the docter says you can be released and then we're going to go home" Ami smiled while brushing my hair softly. "When you are good and rested we're going to go and talk to the hokage theres somthings we are going to talk about with him okay Shiko-chan"

"Hokage-sama?" I asked in confusion 'when did the hokage come into the picture but I guess it makes sense i did kill some people plus ill be able to see who it is in relation to the timeline'

"Yes he came and talk to me while you were unconscious" Ami snapped me out of my thoughts. Nodding my head i lay back and injoy the piece and quite while its still there.

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The next couple of days had passed without incident i was released a day ago and we came back home to the orphanage, Today is the day we would be going to meet the hokage. Last night I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow so I was in the bathroom with the door locked, I wanted to see my newly matured sharingans.

After my little visit to the bathroom I had made my way to the dining room not long after Ami and the other workers had come in with food. When we finished our breakfast Ami and I had gotten to the front door ready for our meeting with the hokage looking back one more time we walk through the door

Walking outside we startes heading towards the largest building in view. As we were making our way through the slightly crowded streets I would get some looks here and there some were of dislike and others hatred. Grabbing Ami's had we continued on our way. Making it to the front entrance of the red building after our 10 minute walk Ami bent down to look at my eyes.

"No matter what happens Shiko-chan I want you to tell the truth okay?" I nodded in agreement even though I'll have to tell lies to cover my tracks and hid my eyes. Walking into the building guilt starts to settle in my stomach 'I just have to hope for the best and get my way through this' with my head held high i walked with Ami towards what could be my prison sentence.

A.N thats all for now guys I tryed a few new things with my writing this chapter let me know what you think till next time.