20 chapter 20

Ashton

"Hurry." I told Hayley and she nodded walking off to the restrooms. I stared at her until she disappeared before making my way to the bar again.

I sat down on a stool and that Blake boy glance at me before looking away quickly. I rolled my eyes and picked up a beer I order.

My dark eyes roam over the room, Colton was dancing with this brunette, Val and Vanessa was dancing and Logan was talking to this blonde-haired girl.

I picked up my beer and took a swing of it right when I heard an familiar voice, that voice that left me heartbroken. "Ashton?"

I turned and my eyes connected with blue ones. "Brittany." I said in a low voice. The girl standing in front of me is the one girl, I once love when I was sane

The girl who left me, cheated on me and disappeared. I haven't seen her since 2 years...

She now has brown hair, her blue eyes are brighter and she has gotten taller. I stared at her in shock as she does the same. Right when I'm about to say something Hayley appeared.

"Hey." She said looking at me with an glint in her eyes. " I don't feel good, you should take me home." She said and I nodded before turning towards Brittany.

"This isn't over." I said seriously and she nodded. I grabbed Hayley and told the guys and we went home.

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When we got home Val came right to me. "We have to go." He said nervously and I raised an eyebrow at him.

"What is it." I asked

"Marcus is out." He announced and I clench my jaws. Marcus was our step-brother, he was put in jail for killing our mom... He was furious when he found his parents weren't his real parents...

I hated him for what he did, Val to. I attempted to kill him but he got away... I turn to Val, my eyes were stone cold. "Let's go." I said and we left, I left Colton in charge since Logan was with a blonde-hair girl...

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Me and Val stood outside parked by an alley. It was dark out and I seen flashes of thunder, a storm was coming... "He's not here." Val said annoyed.

Its been thirty minutes and he hasn't showed up yet....

I rolled my eyes and took another swing of my cigarette. I blew the smoke out my mouth right when we heard an familiar voice.

"Who knew you smoke little brother." We look towards the direction of the voice and stood their was Marcus.

His black hair fell over his forehead, his blue eyes were dark, he had stubble on his chin. He had on a black shirt with blue worn out pants. A wicked smirk played on his lips as he stare at us.

"How did you get out?" I asked ignoring his comment. His smirk widened as he then lean against the brick wall.

"I have connections" He teased and I clench my fist, I glance at Val and seen him glaring at Marcus.

"What do you want?" He asked and Marcus let out a low chuckle.

"That's for me to know and you to find out." He said with an evil smirk on his lips. I glared at him and he winked at me before he walked an the alley...

It was silent and I let out a angry scream. I punch the car door twice before taking a breath. I felt an hand on my shoulder and turn to find Val.

"Let's go home." He said and I got in the car without saying anything.

I needed to see Hayley...

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I slam the front door heading straight to Hayley's room. When I got there, I threw the door open searching for her. I frown when I couldn't find her. I checked her bathroom and seen she wasn't in there, I started to get angry.

"Colton." I yelled storming into the living room. Colton was sitting next to Vanessa, his eyes showed nothing but fear. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him off the couch.

"Where is she!" I yelled in his face and his eyes widened.

"She r-ran away." He studdered and I was now furious..

"Why did you let her?!" I roared and his body was now shaking in fear. When he didn't say anything I punched him in his face. I punch him and continued until I was pulled off him by Val.

"That's enough." He order and I glared at him, I stormed past him and walked outside. It was now pouring raining and my clothes was soaked but I couldn't give a fuck..

I was halfway towards my car when a hand grabbed my shoulder. I turn to find a now soaked Val. "What?" I snapped but he didn't look faze by it.

"Let her go." I went to protest when he cut me off. "You took everything from her. Her family, friends, everything. She need everything back Ashton. She really wanted to go home and she took the perfect opportunity. If you love her...let her go." He said and I clench my jaws.

Do I love Hayley?

She changed me, I now sleep like a normal person. I'm not having nightmares anymore and it's because of her.

I knew something was special about her when I first saw her at that party. Her smile, eyes, hair, lips everything. She makes me feel like an sane person..

She makes me human again..

She's my sanity...

I let out a sigh, I love her. I Ashton Kingsley, a psycho who's not suppose to feel, love Hayley Jennings.

I turn to Val and nodded. I walk past him and back to the house.

I walked..

I walked away from the girl I love..

I walked away from my one chance to get her back

I walked away from her.

Hayley

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