20 The bigger plan

*****Yoongi's POV*****

I hate what I've become. The darkness, the blood, screams, fights, drugs...these are not what I wanted. But anyway people don't always get what they want. I don't complain anymore too. But different kind of feelings are surrounding me nowadays.

What I really want?

To help those who want lights in their lives? Or to search for the light for myself? I wouldn't know if I never get out of the surrounding which I hate to admit as my world.

"Boss, Mr Park wants to talk to you." One of my men comes and knocks on the door.

I was sitting in the balcony of the new apartment that I have bought. My first home bought by my own money. I wanted to show this to Dad. But he wouldn't want it. I know. He hates me.

"Why?"

"They had a fight at DCT bar yesterday. Atzy informed me."

"What can I do about that? How did Atzy come to know about this?"

"They had a fight with Kai. He's back in town. Atzy was at the bar yesterday at that time. She happened to get some effects while trying to stop them."

"What? When did he come back?"

"Most probably last week. We're trying to gather more information."

"Give me the phone."

I hate to admit the fact but none else can make me talk without any prior appointment except for 3 persons. One is on the phone now. Second one is chasing me since 5 years. And I'm chasing the third one since an eternity may be.

I'm tired of running for both of them.

"What do you want?" I put the phone on speaker mode.

"Hyung, Kai is back..."

"Yeah, I heard. Why did you guys fight?"

"You don't know what he's up to. He is going around scaring and threatening everyone associated with us. He even tried to play with two innocent girls. They don't even know about him."

"Where is Seokjin?"

"He is sleeping may be. He didn't receive my call and never called me back after going home yesterday. I'm worried sick. Last night was a mess for us."

"Anything else happened?"

"Yes, hyung."

"Tell me."

"This time I'm going to kill that dickhead if he messes with any of us."

"Don't be over dramatic, ok? You need to act your age. This is not a time to take rush decisions."

"Yeah, I'll call you later hyung." Jimin hangs up the phone.

What is this guy up to??? Why is even he back? The last time I let him go because he had his father's support. But this time if he does anything like that, I'll make sure to show him the right place.

I dial Seokjin's number. He picks up after sixth ring.

"Mmmmmmmm....hellooo!!"

"Are you sleeping? I'm Yoongi."

"Ummmmmm.... I know...how come you're calling me at this early morning? That too by yourself? Aren't you hiding from me anymore?"

"It's 11 AM. It's almost afternoon Seokjin. I have urgent things to discuss."

"Yeah...yeah...ummm.. I'm all ears. Tell me..."

"Don't trigger Kai. Not by any means. Let me handle him this time. Don't hurt yourself and your bystanders. I heard what happened yesterday. That was bad. You need to play diplomatic now."

"What are you suggesting?"

"Give him a headstart. Drag him down into the field. He wants to stay in shadow and fight. Don't give him that chance. Let more people know about him. He will think twice to mess with you if he's always in the limelight."

"That's not a bad idea. But come down to my office please. I need to discuss this with you in person."

"You can come over here. You know I'm not comfortable doing that."

"Yoongi please stop this. Enough of hiding. You haven't done anything wrong to stay hidden like this."

"I'm not hiding. I'm just not comfortable with people. Anyway, let me Know when you're coming. I'll wait. Bring Jimin too. He needs to calm down."

"Okay. I'll call you. Laters!'

He hangs up.

Sometimes I wish that I had a normal life like others. A life where I can freely roam anywhere that I want. I can watch the sunset with her hands within mine, have a family, kids, a nice dinner at a seaside balcony while watching the waves and sunset. I dream of a mundane, ornidary life.

That's not possible for me. Isn't it?