19 A new beginning

*****Ridhi's POV*****

I am having a beautiful dream now. So beautiful that I can feel that I'm crying in my sleep even. Jin came to me. Bleeding, wounded, messed up. Like a lost warrior, seeking comfort to me.

And then he kissed me. He kissed all of me. He possessed me whole.

It is so beautiful that I don't want to wake up. I want to be lost in this dream forever.

Ahh!! I can't breathe. I'm feeling a weird kind of weight on me. I try to roll over and open my eyes. Am I still dreaming? I want to move my body and get up but I can't. I have faced this kind of situation before. It is called "Sleep paralysis" in medical term.

I try to take a deep breath. But fail again. I try to clench my fist to break the trance that I'm in. I roll my eyes to myself in my sleep.

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"

What??????

This time I'm successful to move and open my eyes. The first thing that I notice right after opening my eyes, Jin...a beautiful face that I want to keep seeing forever. He's leaning on my chest while resting his hand under his chin and looking at me. His hair is messy as always. The sunlight coming through the window is making him look like an angel.

I'm still dreaming!! God! I want to get up. I smile at the weird dream and murmur to myself, "Ridhi , wake up! Stop dreaming. You need to go to office!"

Jin laughs lowering his head while nuzzling on my cleavage.

"Haha!!! Com'on! You're not dreaming."

I try to gauge the situation. I look around me. It looks like my bed. I'm under my own blanket. But wait! Why the hell there is Jin on me? And why is he shirtless? I mean right now he is looking like an unrealistic, freshly carved marble sculpture but I guess I'm not dreaming. He is a too beautiful dream to be true though. I keep looking at him with widened eyes and opened mouth. I've forgotten breathing. He's breathtaking. And of course I'm internally screaming and freaking out.

Jin comes up on me. He puts one hand around my waist and holds the nape of my neck with other hand while pulling my head back. He starts kissing on my exposed jaw and throat.

"Mmmmmmm....still can't believe that you're not dreaming?"

It can't be true. Why is this dream so long and so beautiful? I hold his shoulders tight to feel him. It's real! Yes, it's real. I can feel a sweet pain on my collarbone while he bites there.

I can't describe the feeling that I'm having right now. It feels like someone has gifted me the world. My world is in my grip. I can feel it. I suddenly realize I'm tearing up. I embrace him as hard as I can.

"Why are you crying? Please stop crying." Jin says while cupping my face and giving a kiss on my forehead.

"I can't believe that it's real."

"Why can't you?"

"You're too beautiful to be mine."

"Well, you're beautiful as well. May be not as much as me. But you're the sweetest and weirdest girl that I've ever seen."

I close my eyes and turn my face away from him to avoid facing his piercing gaze. I'm going crazy and it's unnerving to have this beautiful man all by myself.

He nuzzles under my left ear. He embraces me more tightly.

"Ridhi , thank you."

"What?"

"You've given me the best night of my life yesterday."

"Ummmmmmm....."

"I never knew that surrendering to someone's affection and love can be felt like this. I think I can win the world now.

"I'm glad."

"Don't be. Not so soon. I want you more."

Holy fuck! Why does this sound so forbidden but sweet? I'm going to lose my mind if it continues like this.

"Mmmmm....okay. But don't you have to go to office?"

"Me? It doesn't matter. I am not fine today you know. Jimin and Tae can manage for me." He smirks at me in an evil way.

"You seem completely fine. And I'm not the boss you know. I need to go." I say looking at the ceiling. I know what his smirk means.

"I too can help you in your research you know?"

"Really? How?"

"Stay with me. I need you more. I'll grant you extra marks for that." He winks and smirks at the same time.

Double attacks. Okay. I'm dead today!

"But Jin...attendance is important too."

"Leave that to me."

"Noooo.... that's cheating.... Ji...mmmmmm....." He doesn't let me talk. He closes my lips while kissing me crazily.

I want this moment to stop forever. I want this man for me for my whole life. Every day, every moment, each second. I thought about many things to say and to confess to him. But while he is in front of me, so close that I can't even separate him from myself is overwhelming. I'm lacking thoughts to even think about it properly.

He kisses every inch of me like he is reading a poetry. He makes me feel jealous of myself. He makes me forget about my own existence. How can I even get enough of him? I'm ready to forget the rest of the world for the rest of my life if he's mine.

"Jin..."

"Mmmmmmm....."

He is holding me on him. I feel tired after the unexpected repeated storms coming from him since yesterday. I'm lying on his chest with a blanket covering us, unnerved by the sweet blueberry fragrance coming from him. Our naked bodies intertwined with each other like creeper plants. It's like a movie sequence that I've dreamt of about numerous times.

"You won't regret this, right?"

"Will you?"

"No. Never. You're my world since I came to know you."

"Then it's same for me starting today. You're my world from today."

I'm happy. I can't say how much. But I know that even if I die tomorrow I'll die happily. Because I got to know today that he can be mine too. At least for this moment he is completely mine. Even if tomorrow the world tries to snatch him away from me I will fight for him. I will fight for this man till my last breath.

Because he has given me my world today.