Fear of missing out.

The present aura's reflection could be seen in me.I as an individual was wimpy serving as delegate for my family.The people whom I entrusted to be rightfully mine were in hesitation regarding my conduct.Being on this side of life is not easy.At times I'm so afraid to be myself. The clarity of my thoughts has been diminished. The situation is vexatious me I'm intangible in my own context.Love and affection are only ethereal means of satisfaction and I learned it over-time this small things makes great impact it should be translucent.I am suffering through "FOMO" and this takes heart of mine.I was so luminous before this i wish i could turn back time not to change things but witness and live couple of things twice.