1 Fear of Abandonment
The shadow of her dead soul passed through her own eyes,drooping her eyelids down...She dipped her finger to his right cheek exactly where the dimple appeared when he used to smile..."smile please!"... A tear at the corner of her eye silently rolled over her own eyelashes...this is what she used to do everytime...No matter how sad, how wrecked she was, she always tried to put a smile on the faces of her dear ones...
"you should better cry once in front of someone... Anyone you love..." He constantly wanted that someone to be "him"...(They were married one year before...Alec loved her and may be she too but she never uttered even a word to express her love...And there was always something which Alec felt about her...She was caged...caged in her fears...)He fixed his Hazel eyes at hers...for a second she wanted too... But she shifted her gaze to the window... "No, I don't cry in front of people...(deep breath)it's getting cold I think we should end it here..." She said while seeing a sparrow with full of sorrows at the edge of the window...
Alec sensed the coldness in her voice more than the actual thing...
The sparrow of sorrows said something which she heard through the ears of her inner conscience..."In this world Anyone you love to the core, at the end you've to leave them...the worldly matters go this way...and that's for sure...No matter how much a child loves his Mom ,at a point in life he has to leave her to the graveyard or vice versa... Even this innocent form of love has this fate..."Her heart cried..."But tell me one thing that in her life does a child leave his mother or stop loving her just because eventually the separation is destined?..."She cried and cried...Alec held her close to his chest..."you know little angel...If you make a boundary of this fear around your heart you'll end up having the graveyard in your heart where people will be buried before they really die...Don't kill them before their death...Pour your magic into their heart...And set yourself free...let the flowers of your soul bloom...And sense this fragrance of love...Cherish the presence of people whom you love and those who love you...And yourlife will be more worthy to live for..." The sparrow flew setting another one free from her cage...
~Aleeza Habib
