5 Chapter 5 Ellie's Diary ②

　I decided to read Ellie's diary from the beginning, and stretched out my thick arms to draw the lantern.

　It is written in a round and cute character and carefully written. She must have had a strict personality.

"March 22, 1003

　When I'm talking to Amy, I'm sometimes confused with happy and sad feelings. I can't believe I'm a sister to such a beautiful Amy sister. Today, when I asked my father if I was adopted, I was scolded by a terrible swordsman.

　After all I can't believe it.

　Looking in the mirror, I always wish I had at least one tenth the beauty of Amy. Why am I so fat and ugly?

　Besides, Edwina is tall, intelligent and has a very good style. I have witnessed many times the gentlemen looking back at Edwina in a fashionable dress. Men often categorize women. When I pass by, I look back because I'm fat and ugly. I'm the only one in town who is so fat.

　I love my sister, but I'm a little sad because Edwina doesn't seem to like me very much because she's ugly. I wonder if the years are far apart.

　Elizabeth unnie has big eyes with fishing eyes instead of the drooping eyes that are characteristic of the Golden family. I envy you. If you are a simple lord when you are stared at by your strong sister, you will hear anything you say. I'm a little scared, but she's a beautiful and lovely sister. Of course I also love Elizabeth because she's beautiful, but she doesn't seem to like me. It would be embarrassing to walk around town with such a fat.

　I also want to be beautiful. But that's impossible anyway.

　At least if the magic goes well, everyone may praise me.

　After enrolling in a magic school, let's practice magic thoroughly. It is known that I, a fat man, trained in swordsmanship and spear art. Let's do our best for ourselves. "

"April 1, 1003

　Today is the entrance ceremony. I had a celebration of admission and a celebration of twelve years old.

　I was happy that Amy was as happy as she was.

　Dad, mom, Edwina and Elizabeth weren't very happy. I wonder why. Am I worried about entering a famous historic school? You may think of me as a shame for the Golden family. It can't be helped.

　Even if you think about this, nothing will start.

　I'm nervous and I don't know if I can speak well, but I couldn't make many friends at school and I want to make a lot of friends at Grafner Magic School. "

"April 2, 1003

　Having the aptitude for light magic, I became a light magic class. As the name suggests, the Golden family has heard from their mothers that there are many people who are suitable for "soil system" and "water system" related to minerals and nature, so I wonder if it is special. I'm sure you'll be happy if you talk to Amy.

　After the aptitude test, some schoolboys looked at me and laughed when I introduced myself to the class. I was sad when I heard him whispering that he was really fat. But this is always the case. As mothers and Amy sisters say, if you treat people with all your heart, you should be able to make friends someday. "

"April 6, 1003

　When I tried to eat lunch during lunch break, the contents were empty. The cafeteria was closed on that day, so it was a day for everyone to bring their lunches. Claris can't forget to put in the contents of the lunch box.

　The boy who was making a fool of me when he introduced himself was laughing at me, so I took the courage to ask. He denied it, but I can't escape because the trousers had a special sauce made by the Golden family.

　When I told him not to hate people, he told me that he was sick of chubby fat. Not much. It's too terrible. I haven't done anything wrong.

　The next time, I was hungry and my stomach rang many times.

　Everyone in the class giggled at me.

The boy was laughing with his stomach invisible to the teacher.

　I was embarrassed and left school early after the class was over.

　It's a shame that the lady is angry.

　If you tell your mother, you will be scolded. What kind of face should I have for school tomorrow? "

"April 10, 1003

　Groups were being formed in the class and I wasn't in any group. I don't want to join the group separately. I just want friends. I just want to stop by a cafe on my way home from school and study together. That kind of normal school life is my dream.

　Amy is in the 4th grade, so I sometimes see her at school. Always with nice friends, all the boys were sighing at their sister. Because it's that beautiful. I wanted you to divide it a little. "

"April 14, 1003

　Scarlett, the second daughter of the richest Circlet family in her class, hid my cane. What a terrible thing to do in the next exercise!

　When I asked her why, she told me that I was fat and couldn't see the blackboard. It's too terrible to hide an important cane with such a thing. If you ask me, I tried my best to make the blackboard visible by shifting to the side or leaning down.

　When I told her about it, she told me not to talk to her because it was noisy.

For some reason, the girls who were nearby hated me. The eyes that looked at me were cold.

　When I consulted with Amy, she cried.

　My sister said she would talk to her father right away, but I didn't want to disappoint her anymore, so I asked her to keep it a secret.

　My sister told me that there would be someone who would notice Ellie's kindness, and she kindly kissed me on my cheek. Thanks to Amy, I feel a little lighter. "

"May 2, 1003

　One month from admission. I can't make friends.

　I feel very lonely to be alone. I can still keep up with my studies.

　I finally found a cane, so I was able to participate in the training. I decided to keep my cane in my uniform's inner pocket so that I wouldn't hide it anymore.

　I was supposed to make a pair in today's class, but I was left alone and decided to do it with my teacher.

　This may be a good deal, but I also want to practice with someone.

　How can I make friends? "

　I took my eyes off my diary and raised my face.

　Was Ellie being bullied ...?

　Bullying exists in every world. I have no idea how the bullies feel, and I don't know the feelings of the bullies. However, Ellie's diary somehow stimulates her heart.

　Subsequent diaries were sporadically written, mainly about being bullied and positive sentences trying to find friends.

　Ellie is too sane.

　I've already read it and it's really hard. chest pain.

　She became a sophomore without making any friends.

　There seems to be a class change, but it seems that the class is decided depending on which classification the aptitude test that is held once a year is, and it does not change randomly for each grade as in Japan.

　There are 6 classes in total.

It is classified into six systems, "light", "darkness", "fire", "water", "wind", and "earth", and it seems that the aptitude hardly changes. Therefore, even if the grade goes up, the classmates are almost the same. As a result of one year's study, the aptitude magic species may change as a special case, but most of the class movements were due to family circumstances or transfer.

　In addition, "light" and "darkness" seem to be rare among the six types, and there was only one "light" and "darkness" class. There are three classes in the other four, but in the "light" class, classmates will rarely change.

　Naturally, Ellie was in the same class as Scarlet, the second daughter of the Circlet family, who was the mastermind of bullying, and bullying did not stop.

　Scarlett, the second daughter of the Circlet family, and Bob, the eldest son of the Ricky family, played a central role in giving Ellie a little bit.

　Even though I was about to have a hole in my stomach, I never stopped and turned the pages of my diary.

　The situation of breaking through such a painful content appeared for the first time in about 100 pages.

I feel that the cute round letters are big.

"June 23, 1004

　I talked to Cliff Steward in the library.

When I read it aloud and read the spellbook, he said that my voice was clear and beautiful like a fairy. Even if it was just a voice, I was told that it was beautiful to the opposite sex, and my face got hot. I'm sure it was bright red.

　Cliff has an eye illness and unfortunately he can hardly see in front of him.

　That's why my voice may have been beautiful.

　Cliff's face was beautiful. My eyes were golden like gold reflecting in the clear sky, and I don't know if it was because of my illness, but when the white of my eyes hit the light, it shone like glitter reflected. I didn't know where I was looking, but my eyes seemed to see everything. When the sun shined on my golden eyelashes, I couldn't say anything and just fell in love with its beauty.

　The mouth is always smiling gently.

　The golden hair gracefully extended to the shoulder.

　When I talked about it and talked about my appearance, he laughed that I was honored to match your hair color.

　Oh, what a wonderful person! 』\

"June 24, 1004

　I promised to meet Cliff at the library at noon.

　He couldn't read but he liked books very much. I want you to read it.

　I was okay immediately.

　And the good thing is that I couldn't see it, so I made a guts pose. A recent popular pose for gladiator Guts Rebellion when he wins the match. When I tried it, it made me feel happy. It's not suitable for a lady, but it's good today.

　Because you can eat with that Cliff every day. What's more, the Steward butler will bring me my lunch. The dining room fee I'm getting will be a big deal. I wonder if I'll buy some presents for Cliff.

　I wonder if it will be tomorrow soon.

　It's the first time I've ever wanted to go to school like this. "

"June 30, 1004

　It's been a week since I started eating lunch with Cliff.

　Every day is a lot of fun.

　I decided to help the reading session at a nearby orphanage so that I could improve my reading skills. For me, who is a retreat, I think it is a progress that can turn the world upside down.

　Today, I read a textbook for fifth graders called "The Reason of Light Magic" by Gregorius Gregorius. Cliff said that this would be the case for a while, but I was okay at the speed of light. The content is difficult, but there is no loss because I will do it eventually. Rather, there is nothing wrong with being with Cliff.

　I don't care if Scarlett and his entourage laughed at me in class, deliberately doing something I couldn't do. Thank you Cliff for saving me from the bottom of the year. And I love you.

　Cliff Love! Cliff Love! 』\

　Cliff fever is good.

　Well, Cliff is really a god. Let's certify that it's the next handsome guy after me.

　Ellie's diary describes the lunch break she spent with Cliff for a while.

　Rather, it's the only one I wrote.

　It's my whereabouts that I finally made. I think I was happy. I'm happy too.

　After that, the orphanage, which holds a reading session, came out a little.

　She is a hard worker who can be dedicated. A passionate person with a passionate heart who can do his best for his favorite person. Yeah, it's the same as me. Unexpectedly, I and Ellie may be similar.

　After reading for a while, time passed until the winter of the second grade.

　Ellie's age is thirteen on the diary page I'm currently opening. There are only a few pages left in the diary. It will be about three months thicker.

"December 25, 1004

　I've become accustomed to reading aloud at an orphanage. The children are very cute.

　The boys immediately call me fat. Naughty, stubborn lyre and black-haired, black-eyed Yoshimasa are particularly sick and always laugh at me as fat and fat. I was running around during the reading today, so I scolded him to sit quietly, and he sat down moodyly on the floor.

　Even after reading aloud for a while, I didn't seem to be listening, so I beckoned. When I struck my lap and gestured to sit here as a joke, the two bad boys got on their lap and laughed, saying that it's so soft that it's always good. After that, I was listening to the reading seriously. I'm very happy because I haven't been acquainted with him since the reading session. Before I knew it, everyone leaned against me. Everyone was amused by lightly hitting my shoulders against my elastic body.

　The children's small bodies were warm like a fireplace. Today is the first time I'm glad I was fat.

　I was crying when I noticed. Everyone desperately comforted me. The children's actions did not stop my tears again.

　The more I thought I shouldn't cry, the more tears I cried.

　Even fat people can understand their thoughts if they treat them with sincerity. That's exactly what Amy unnie said.

　It's okay to be fat and ugly.

　This may be the reason Cliff said that children have angels. Those kids are angels to me. I want to cherish it forever "

　I cried unknowingly.

　I can't stop tears.

　Uooo, Ellie!

　You are a lady. A lovely woman!

　It may be ugly and fat, but she has a beautiful and pure heart!

　He shouts in his heart, picks up the hand mirror that was placed beside the table, and looks into his face.

　Yeah, but it's fat and ugly. I became calm in an instant.