12 Rollercoaster of emotions

Jin-Ae stared into his eyes cupping his face gently in her palms as her stomach commenced to ravage inside.

She was about to mumble something but abruptly, she felt nauseous. She instantly covered her mouth with her hands to avoid any type of mess.

In a blink of an eye, Taehyung got startled like a little child as soon as he caught a glimpse of it. He quickly inquired as he pulled her by her waist, a lot more closer to him, "Are you okay?"

He was quivering with concern and worry whereas, Jin-Ae got warm from embarrassment.

"Uhm- yes!", Jin-Ae somehow managed to respond to him, looked down and grinned like an idiot.

Taehyung could be a tot too? Who knew.

It wasn't until Taehyung could grasp her smirking, he then, cleared his throat and stood up straight like a gentleman he is as he adjusted his coat.

He told Jin-Ae to sat down on the mat and tried to soothe her down with his all-time cold face.

He instructed the cameraman to stop the recording as the needed part was done and bring a water bottle, some snacks and sweets for her.

After a while, she felt a lot better than before.

Taehyung implored if she needed him to call Jungkook or wanted to go to the hospital.

Jin-Ae immediately replied no with her head. She didn't want to disturb anyone and as she just got discharged, the thought of hospital disgusted her.

Spending time and watching the sunset together, hand in hand, she spent the nightfall with Taehyung.

It was so fascinating and calming but her soul and sanity were busy in a battle of insignificant questions to find out why she was so uneasy, moody and queasy.

Both of them gazed at the beautiful sunset and witnessed the light fading as the sky covered itself with a blanket embroidered with tiny strokes of red, tangerine and purple as they resemble a newly garnished canvas.

Like that, the sun went down and the darkness came in.

The moon began peeking at the lovely couple and chuckled at the water envying them for how they could hold each other.

The sea sang a romantic love song for the moon and the stars danced to it here and there shimmering like diamonds drooping on a black cloth.

Soon, the moon poured the milky shade of light on the clouds, that were propelling prayers to the couple and glared at them with heart eyes.

Jin-Ae and Taehyung appreciated the scene that calmed their nervous and doubtful hearts.

Jin-Ae's condition started to get worse and was not any good to relish anymore.

Taehyung then rushed and accompanied her inside the car, buying her some medicines on the way.

He then dropped her home with a sweet hug and a good night kiss on her cheek.

To disguise the rushed blood on her cheeks, she instantly ran inside the house.

Taehyung chuckled and left as soon as he saw her room brightened up with fairy lights.

While on the way home, she kept glaring at Taehyung and determined to go with the flow and not worry so much about it, thinking that maybe, it was her nauseousness that was making her feel anxious.

She went upstairs and laid down. She wanted to take a nap as she was really tired but she needed to pack her things.

After taking a shower, she glanced at the unpacked stuff, sighed and sat down on her bed.

In no time, her eyes wandered back to the ring on her finger, and the flowers he gave her with a little cute teddy with chocolates in its pocket.

Her heart flipped as butterflies and comfort started to run down her veins making her feel goosebumps as a quick flashback went through her eyes, her cheeks turned red.

She got warm as she felt blessed.

Never in her life, someone did something this pleasing for her.

She found it cute and adorable. She saw the way he tried his very best to pour down his feelings in his every action even though he was nervous inside and wanted to keep his cold side present at the same time.

She was grateful for him.

She trusted him with all her heart but she wasn't sure about spending the rest of her life with him.

She was still perplexed if all this is an attraction for him or love. She couldn't satisfy her what-ifs and what-not.

After thinking so much about it, Muffin started wiggling his tail in front of her carrying her back to delightment and actuality.

She shrugged off the negative thoughts and started packing the necessary things she might need there. Turning her room into a mess again, she spent the whole night sipping onto the coffee as small light metals of wind bells made benign harmonious sounds and like that she slept in the morning.

Meanwhile, on the other side, Taehyung was on cloud nine. He couldn't believe that Jin-Ae said yes and was willing to spend her life with him.

He always felt like he didn't deserve her because of the lies and drama he was hiding from her.

But now that he knows that this wasn't one-sided love, he was relieved and optimistic about the future.

He was so delighted and keen to have her by his side for his whole life now. He was overly-excited that he couldn't stop smiling back home.

Later when he reached home, he kept asking the closest servant to pinch him so he could confirm that this is the reality where he can finally call Jin-Ae his.

He kept looking at the recordings all night and couldn't stop worrying about her well-being about when she will be living abroad alone.

This was her first time, going so far away from Korea alone. He was anxious more than Jin-Ae, herself.

He was sad that he couldn't be able to come with her.

He laughed, cried, danced with yeontan looking at the recording a thousand times.

The servants never saw him this happy and grateful. They were joyous as the old Taehyung was coming back, all of them were happy for both of them.

After spending the whole night like that, he called and substantiated everything in New York as he yearned for her to be comfortable and fine.

The time went by, Taehyung got exhausted and dozed off.

"Jimin's Engagement Ceremony"

The ceremony ended, everyone was rejoicing and kept blessing them for a happy and healthy life.

Everything was perfect but no one knew about how Jimin was feeling. Namjoon caught a glimpse of his troubles long ago but couldn't ask him as someone kept coming to him.

Jimin wasn't himself the whole time.

He was anxious, uncomfortable, and squeamish.

After the dinner was over and everyone was busy gossiping, tossing, and drinking enjoying the celebration, Jimin excused himself from everyone and went to the balcony to get some fresh air and expecting to feel a little better than before.

The cold breeze of air, the briny and faded smell of sand whacked his face inducing chills down his spine.

He always loved the vibe Daecheon beach gave, whenever he felt vacant or questioned his existence, he came here to console his mind and let the waves answer his questions.

While he was trying to find relief, he saw a couple crouching together, hand in hand, enjoying the sunset.

He chuckled and tried to see who they were, but unfortunately, they were far away from the hall so it was blurred and little from his sight.

He envied them, thinking who it could be so lucky to have someone who truly loves each other for who they are not for what they have.

He knew, Choi Rosê was a gold digger but his parents were spirited and happy. He didn't want to hurt them at any cost.

He was okay with the fact that he has to live his life negotiating and adjusting for his parent's happiness but after that night, where they had the most intense and drastic time of their life, he felt different. The disparity he never felt before.

His mind was not satisfied. That feeling was surely different, even though he was slightly drunk but he remembered that feeling. The feeling where he wanted her to stay with him, the feels and vibes were different, her hair, fingers, and everything was different about her. He kept questioning himself if he was delusional or not.

He was busy in his thoughts when abruptly, he saw the couple rushing into the car.

The girl was wearing a red dress with a coat on and the guy was holding her hand carefully taking her into the car. He was worried about them.

Why?

He didn't know the answer, and who would know but then, he prayed for them to be fine, healthy and to be forever in love.

His heart was sprinting at the thought of it, as he was trying to calm down while looking at the car going far away from his sight.

When someone dabbed on his shoulder.

Jimin flinched at the sudden encounter and immediately turned around to see who it was.

Little did we know it was Taehyung and Jin-Ae who spend the evening and enjoyed the sunset together, sharing the most memorable and important part of their life.

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