4 The evil one, the God, and the little chicken shit.

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As his consciousness returned to him, he found himself sitting on a cold solid chair. He checked to see if he could move his body normally, by doing so, he is astonished by something.

"What a nostalgic feeling" he smilingly said.

He opened his eyes to check his state, looking on his body parts; he seems to have returned to his former body. The seemingly frail pale white-skinned skinny body, but despite looking so, every part of him seems to be filled with limitless strength.

As he thinks about many things, a slight headache caused him to frown. As he felt it, he could feel various memories return to him.

Different kinds of memory; various knowledge, various achievements, various crimes. As the memories returned to him, his headache continues to rise levels.

"HAHAHA!!!" as he laughed madly because of the various emotions he felt as he recovered them, he stood up.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" He continued to laugh madly as he used his hands to support his aching head.

As the memories continued to return to him, he raised his head slowly to look in front of him.

"Hahaha..." as he felt the barrage stop, trace of exhaustion could be heard from his laugh, but despite so, he was still smiling like a madman. Looking in front, he could see a woman seating, who was looking at him pitifully.

"What are you?" he said coldly to the woman as he felt sweat forming on his forehead.

As he keeps on glaring at the woman, he could see the woman open her mouth. The woman sighed and said,

"I'm God"

"BULLSHIT!" He said angrily to the woman after hearing such nonsense.

"I'm a God"

"NO! YOU'RE FUCKING NOT!" As he roared in front of the woman, he could feel the place change.

Earlier, everything was dark except the chairs they were seating and them, but now, the dark background became a desert.

"I am a God, I'm one of the many!" said the woman with strength, as she started to glow with light as thunders roared and lightning started to appear and surround her body.

"You're full of parlor tricks! You pretender! You are more like the devil!" As he roared, the lightning surrounding the woman started charging on him.

"AHHHH!!!" As his scream echoed on the place, it didn't take a long time for the screams to change into a mad laughter. "HAHAHAHAHA!" As he laughs madly as he suffered the pain of being electrified, the lightning stopped coming at him after a while.

"What do you want? Devil?" As he said to the woman with a mad smile, the background starts changing again.

This time it was like a theater, showing moving images.

A lab, a miracle born from an experiment... It was his life.

A child could be seen on the image, being guided and told many things.

Various painful tests and events that he thought were normal.

Then as he keep on learning, learning about just the things being told to him didn't manage to satisfy him anymore.

He wanted to know more, know more about himself, and know more about the world.

But because of the strict rules of the place, he doesn't have any chances to do so.

As he keeps on waiting for a chance to do so, a big incident happened that enabled him to escape.

As he grew outside, life was full of hardships. But with desperate thirst to learn, he continued to live desperately, as he filled his curiosity with many things about the world. He rose from nothing, till he had a name that resounded in the world.

But as keep on learning things, he learned that he was different, he wasn't born naturally. Despair and sense of alienation was what he felt when he knew he was different, he was like an alien, and a lowly feeling embraced him for he thought that he was just a creation from the hands of men. But as he keeps on learning things about himself, he learned that he wasn't just born because of the power of those people. He was a miracle! An impossible case from millions of death, he was the only one who survived.

He has a parent! His parent was that MIRACLE! It was GOD! He thought!

Living in great anxiety as he felt like an outsider of a civilization, obsessed with God he tried learning about him.

But what he got on his journey was boundless disappointment.

He didn't get anything concrete.

As he was on despair, he realized that what he knows was just so little compared to the knowledge about everything.

Wanting to know about God, his thirst for knowledge enabled him to reach for another goal.

He decided to take everything step by step, by doing so, he thought that life was so short, he couldn't learn everything about the world with his meagre lifespan, and so what he did was to learn desperately about immortality.

And by doing so, he didn't hold anything back on removing everything which was on his way.

Crime after crime, deaths after deaths, sins after sins. Hidden on his boundless achievements, lies the darkest happenings in the world.

As he continued to do everything on his way, various accidents and incidents happened until he had gotten hold on something mysterious.

Then the image stopped there.

Seeing everything about his life again, various kinds emotions was about to start going crazy inside him again.

"You became evil! You shouldn't have been this way!" the woman shouted as thunders roared the loudest they have ever been, and thick red lightning dropped from the sky and surrounded the woman!

As he looked at the woman who is very angry yet also seems very sad at the same time, he became angry. As he could also feel the chaotic emotions on his mind starting to go crazy, he roared with everything he had,

"EVIL?! WHAT IS SO EVIL ABOUT KNOWING WHAT AM I?!" as he roared desperately together with all of his chaotic emotion, he could feel warm liquid flow from his eyes, together with it was the familiar smell of iron that he grew tired of.

"You..." The woman looked at him straight into the eyes, and then looked away.

He could then feel the background change again, this time, it was under the sea, but everything was clear, everything seems like just a projection, but despite so, it gave him the feeling of calmness.

"You have started your life over again, this time in another world with a different God in charge, this time together with someone I trust" she said so as she was looking away.

"Bullshit" He could only say this word out of these crazy things.

"You will forget every suffering you experienced, and start everything anew, this time, you will experience what it feels like living with the care of someone" the woman continued.

"Bullshit! How dare you! I am who am I because of my experience and my memories! Might as well kill me than this fucking genderbending bullshit!" He shouted in anger together with the feeling of disgust.

As he shouted at her, the red lightning surrounding the woman jumped after him again.

"Gah!" this time, he forced himself to take everything on without screaming despite the pain being so great it was a hundred times more painful than before.

"You will have your immortality! We can give you that! So you could just follow your guide and be good on this lifetime!" the woman said to him in anger.

"Bullshit! Without my memories, I'm not that little chicken shit!" He shouted in protest.

As he said so, the lightning came after him again...

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He doesn't know how much time have passed, but he continued to take on the suffering.

"You can choose a little bit of memory to send to yourself as the system connecting us grow in the future" the woman's voice could be heard.

"Right now, you can also send some things from what we consider as safe because it just grew recently, little by little there would come a time that you would be whole, that's all you could do for now" She continued.

Then she looked at him and said coldly, "Your children will also be there, so good luck with that"

As he felt the lightning stop, he looks at the woman with mixed emotions.

Then he looked in the sky as he thought to himself,

'Bullshit'

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As En wakes up on his bed, he could see his current family.

A pale white-skinned woman with diamond-shaped face who looks gentle, her distinguishing feature was her gentle looking big red eyes complimenting her waist-length smooth hair more flame-like than red. she was looking at him anxiously, it should be his current mother.

Because En opened his eyes, he could see his current mother cry and embrace him in a tight hug. Looking around, En could also see his current tan-skinned father who sighed in relief, his unchanging neck-length slick black hair with his square-shape face was the same as ever. He could also see the recent maid looking relieved.

"Are you all right Enma baby?" asked his mother worriedly.

Not knowing how to response to such feeling of closeness and being cared for, En doesn't know what to do. Looking on his mother's face that is starting to look even more worried, he couldn't help but nod.

"Doc Ken already said that she was just exhausted because of being weak, so there was really no use getting worried" He could hear his father gently said as he saw him rub his mother on her back.

"Talk like you weren't even worried, when you even ran from your meeting just to see her" His mother said with a pout.

"No, I also came here because I was also worried about you Babe~" his father replied happily as he start rubbing his face on his mother's face.

"Right, I also came here because I was also worried what will happen if you also collapsed Honey~" replied his mother, as she also started rubbing her face.

As they started being stupid, En looked away in disgust, as he looked away he could also see the maid's face become pale with disgust.

Right now, En was feeling weak, he just wanted to sleep and forget about things for now. Doing so, he hugged his favorite stuffed toy that he hid under his pillow, and was about to close his eyes. But as his mother saw the stuffed toy, she started laughing and started pointing at it.

His father also stopped moving for a few seconds before he also starts pointing at the worm stuffed toy patched with a stuffed toy version of his head. Then he asked with a twitching temple, "Who did this?"

Being asked by his father who is starting to feel like a demon king, En blinked his eyes a few times and pointed at the maid. Being pointed to, his father glared on the maid.

"No! It was not just me!" said the maid desperately with a pale face.

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