139 The therapist

Ford. 

He leaves me alone and I feel the plight of his absence. I don't know how much more I can last without him. This place will slowly eat me alive. I have been here before but this time is worse. Last time he locked me up, I didn't have anything to look forward too on the outside. Now, things are different. He is so far away from me and I am slowly losing my mind. I told him everything. Things that I thought I will never speak of. Maybe it is this place that is doing this to me. It has a way of messing with my mind. 

I might seem okay to everyone but the thoughts in my head a ruining around and driving me crazy. It has just been one day. Thinking it could end up being more than a month, scares the hell out of me.