45 Sniffing away out problems.

Lance.

 He is upset. 

I can't tell. 

But I don't know how to ask him because I don't want to upset him more. I can't wait for the day he would want to talk to me about his problems. It should be easy, being in a relationship with someone and wanting to talk to that person. 

At least it is pretty easy for me. 

I see him and I want to be an open book with him, I want him to explore all my pages. My worries, what makes me happy, what makes me sad. How much I fucking love him. 

I can't expect him to be the same. he is a different person. I fell in love with him for him, I just want a lot more closeness from him.