51 Meeting me half way.

Lance. 

The day before the wedding. 

''I really don't want to move in with John,'' this is my cry, plea. Desperation to her but she isn't even listening to me. this is my supposed last day in the only home I have ever known and here I am trying to convince her. I have been trying to convince her all day. The more things we get out fo this apartment, the closer I am to failing.

I don't want this new life that she is trying to rope me into. 

I am seventeen, I can spend the rest of my high school here and then go off to college. She doesn't have to drag me into her new life. I don't want any part of it.