130 He is not coming

Lance. 

He leaves me with so much promise. 

I am looking forward to our life together.

I can't wait to be free with him. 

To be out in the open with the man I love. I have decided to live my life for me. mom can't tell me who to love. As long as there is nothing wrong with what I am doing, I will continue to love him. the door to the roof opens and Patrick walks in. he looks up from his phone and a smile spreads to his face. 

''Hey,'' he greets me happily. ''Didn't think I would bump into you here, it has been a while.'' He mutters with that smile still on his face. I am glad he didn't end up alone. Jack will be good for him. 

I look at his hand and there is a roll of weed in his grip. The first time we met, we smoked weed and got high. This is bringing a lot of memories to me.