189 Double proposal

Patrick.

I guess the jig is up.

I couldn't hide it anymore knowing that I was hurting him. jack is very open about everything. I know every little detail. Things that I might not even need to know. Something as simple as what he ate for breakfast and the fact that he didn't tell me how he felt about the whole marriage situation, just makes me know how much he has been battling with it.

I don't. know how long he has wanted this. I didn't even know it was on his mind. He has always been nonchalant about labels. He never even had to come out. Like he doesn't even like identifying himself as gay. He is very strict about things like that.

Marriage was a joke to him.

One that he diene even want to talk about with me.