2 CHAPTER 1

The morning breeze and the sun rays that directly hit my skin wakes me up.

It's already nine in the morning, I get up immediately and do my morning routine. When I already done, I wore a Khaki Shorts paired with black t-shirt. And decided to go downstairs to eat my breakfast.

I can't define my happiness, I don't know what time did I fall to sleep, I don't really know. I am so happy to the point that I am afraid to fall asleep because I'm scared of what if this is just a dream. All my thoughts are filled about what are feeling of attending school. All I thought is about the feeling of having a new friends and meeting others.

I am going to go out on my shell in my comfort zone. I don't know the feeling of having a classmate because never I experience having one. Now that I am allowed to go to school, I will do everything to achieve my dreams and to live like a normal student do. I need to excel at school so that my parents will be proud of me.

After a while, I walk faster and headed to the kitchen. I walk faster and careful at the same time, I found mom and dad sipping on their coffee. I immediately hug them and greet good morning.

"Good morning mom, good morning dad."

"Good morning son." Mom greeted back.

I sat on the kitchen tool and wait for my coffee to done.

My breakfast is already served so I started to grab a bite on my food.

"How's your sleep Sarid?" dad ask with a concerned tone.

I looked at him with amusement, this is the first time that he talked first while reading his magazine.

Every day I want to strike a conversation with him I am the first one who always open up, but not today, he open a conversation for us that's why I'm so pleased.

"It's good dad, more than good, thanks to you and to mom." I answered and smiled at them. I want to show them how grateful am I about their decision last night.

Dad just nod and turn his attention to the newspaper his reading.

Even though he turned to face the newspaper I am glad the fact that he tried to ask about my day.

When my coffee serves, I sipped on it and started eating my breakfast.

It's a long silence of eating when dad started again a conversation.

"The school days are near to come, you should go to the mall to buy your needs. " He said in a flat tone.

He has always a flat tone or sincere voice and emotions but I know him well, he is concerned and he cared a lot for me. I can say it that he cared a lot because I feel it.

"Okay Dad thank you." I glance at him and answered then I continue eating.

Since he told me to buy my stuffs in school, I gladly finished my food and headed to the parking lot.

I drive the Montero Sport in the garage, like what dad said I need to buy my things.

It's a beautiful and blessed day though.

This is the start of my beautiful days and I am looking forward to it.

When I reached the mall, immediately I parked the car and headed to the mall's entrance.

I am amaze on what I am seeing, I look like a naive inside the mall.

We live in the city but I never been in the crowded places alone like this before.

I got my mom on my side that always guide and protect me every time we go to any crowded places way back.

I feel like I finally grown up not physically but emotionally because I can do whatever it is on my own without someone following around.

Like a girl, I go on shopping.

I don't care if I look like a gay, as long as I am not, that doesn't matter.

I don't care about any judgement. I live peacefully in our home in the past ten years so no one can bother me anymore.

What can I do, I am really eager to go to school?

So that I can't help but to buy stuff which is the primary needs in studying.

I buy pens, papers and notebooks and also books related to business administration.

After choosing what I need I headed to the counter and pay for the school supplies.

I felt hungry, when I looked at my clock it's almost 2 in the afternoon.

I enjoyed choosing and buying some stuffs that I forget the time. I am so focused about looking for my needs in school to the point that I can't feel my stomach ask for food.

Since it's already afternoon and I don't eat my lunch yet.

I decided to find the restaurant inside this mall.

I don't want to walk far to find a dining restaurant, in front of the bookstore is a fine dining restaurant, I find it a bit crowded but I don't care, I need to grab my lunch even though it is late.

After I ordered my food, I looked for some vacant sit. I found a table for two people, there' no other vacant table so I choose to sat on the last table which is vacant. The table is near the glass wall of the restaurant.

While waiting from my food to arrive there's a girl sat in from of me,

She's wearing a fitted leather jean paired with a tube top that hugged her shape and a leather fashion boots.

She had a jet black straight long hair a heart shaped face narrow nose and thick lashes, her lips are so thin and red at the same time.

"Don't stare." I almost jumped when she talked to me. Her voice sent shivers down to my spine, she had a very cold voice.

Despite of her coldness towards mine, I couldn't help myself but to stare at her.

I clearly see her eyes it's almond shape that define by her thick eyeliner.

I can compare her to the goddess with a demon blood.

She had a cold aura.

She had a narrow nose that highlighted her face.

"Are you deaf? I said don't stare! Tsh!" She exclaimed, I looked down and smile a little,

This girl has really something.

"Don't smile your pissing me off!" She said with an elegance voice.

"If you're already pissed you are free to move on other table." I replied

I want to piss her more because I find it cute.

"You're not just deaf you're blind also, can't you see it? There's no other vacant table?" She really is annoyed.

I want to annoy her but our order arrived.

I didn't say anything, my attention focused on the foods in front of me, same as the girl in front.

I am enjoying my food when the girl looks around and left a cash on the table and immediately run to go outside the restaurant.

I wonder what's wrong.

I am about to follow her when I accidentally looked at the floor and I found a handkerchief on the floor, when I look at it there's a name engraved on it.

Sezia Alastair Argente

This might be belonging to her.

So, her name is Sezia.

I want to follow her but I know right now she is far, the way she run to go out,

I want to follow her but I can't, it makes me sad that I can't run to follow her and return her handkerchief.

I decided to keep her handkerchief, in case if we meet somewhere.

I finished my food immediately and left a cash on the table.

I carry all of my things, while walking inside the mall, I keep looking at her but I can't find her.

I reached the exit of the mall and headed my way to the parking lot until then I can't find the Sezia girl.

I enter my car and drove it away; I want to go home.

While driving, my mind flew on the thought of her. Her almond shape eyes with a thick eyebrow really defines her face.

She's totally gorgeous

I think she had a lot of boyfriends and exes.

I clenched my jaw while thinking of her boyfriend and exes.

I want to drive peacefully, but that girl from the restaurant keeps bugging my mind.

I shake my head, to stop thinking her.

She had a stern voice and cold at the same time, but I found it so attractive.

I want to know her more,

I want to find where does she live. And I want to know her life.

I am more than interested with her.

After a while, I reached our house. I parked the car to the garage and immediately got out of the car.

I silently walk towards the entrance.

There's no one home except for the maids

I guess my parents were still in the company.

I immediately go to my room and handed out the handkerchief.

I stare on it and I found myself smiling.