PREFACE

FALLING IN LOVE WITH EVIL

He was charming. The most interesting and intriguing creature I had ever met. He was enchanting and honestly he was a mystery from the beginning I never in a million years could have imagined that such a man could be the devil himself. He turned out to be completely evil and disgusting!

How could a human being do that to other human beings? How could he murder people and carry on as if nothing happened? Why couldn’t I pick it up? Why couldn’t I feel it in my bones that he wasn’t the man I thought he was?

I feel so stupid and so betrayed. He loved me, he really did. I could see it in his eyes but behind that purity and love was a cloud of darkness: an urge to quench his thirst with blood. A strong desire to attain power over other individuals. People ask me if there were any signs but I’d be lying if I said yes because honestly to me he was completely different or maybe it’s because I just chose not to pay heed to any of those signs because when I come to think of it the signs were there and they were so clear but I couldn’t figure them out.

I just could have never imagined that he would do that. I knew he was a troubled soul and that he had demons to deal with but I didn’t know that it was that deep.

I still remember that day! The day I discovered his truth. His sinister acts and seeing his little hell. Everything was happening right under my nose and I couldn’t see it! Love really blinded me and I will never forget him or his sins. I will never forget the lingering smell of that room. The pictures all over his walls. He left with a whole part of me that can never be replaced but I still love him.