Hatred.
That's what dominated over anything else in my heart.Hate for them.For what they did.For what they stood for.I let Granna drag me inside.I passed them all.Their gazes trying to burn me just like last time.
Yes,last time.
Oh how stupid I had been?!Craving their trust,their respect,their support, their love.Ready to do anything for them so that they could accept me,welcome me in their fold.Give me the family that I had always dreamt about.Not once did I ever wish any harm to befall them despite their ill treatment.I gave my all,never expecting anything in return.
And how did they repay me.?
By taking away the only one who mattered.I haven't forgotten their part in it and I won't let them forget it as well.It filled me with disgust to see their faces again. I burned inside to show them exactly what I felt.
Patience.
I have to be patient.I have to find that one.The one who is responsible the most in ruining my life.