165 His Best Friend's Death Left Him Devastated

"She wouldn't have died if I didn't let the pain of losing my parents and butler cloud my sense of reasoning. She would have still been alive if not for my stubbornness. I am the reason she is no more," Yifeng said. His voice came out shaky. Yang Zi could feel every emotion in his words. She lent him her shoulders to rest on.

"Don't blame yourself. I am sure you were just searching for a way to survive. You never intended for that to happen," Yang Zi comforted. According self blame is how those who got traumatised used as an escape route to survive. Without such blames living on will be almost impossible.

"Yang Zi, I killed her, believe me. I..., "