5 Chapter Four

  "Wit, come back here, you're in trouble," Jerry laughs chasing after me and Mo with water guns, like little kids having fun.

 It was the first time hanging out in a while. I was having so much fun too, it was good to take a break from normality sometimes. 

Bash was at his parents for Tom-Tom's birthday I told him I didn't want to impose; I've never meant his parents and I didn't want them to get the wrong idea between Bash and me. 

"Your dead meat dude," Mo yelled throwing water balloon bombs by now we're all soaked and soggy.

"I can't believe you Wit. You're all manly now," Jerry geeked trying to sneak by us, nearly three hours of fun and water fighting.

"Can't help it, I'm happy,"

"Awe Witty happy cause he's got a boyfriend," Mo teased I know that was coming sooner or later, I wasn't going to fight it any longer, I've come to grips with reality I'm gay and that's that. 

Jumping to the sound of my phone ringing. 

"Wait, Wait," I held up my hand sighing a time out.

'Bash what's up,' I said while trying to catch my breath.

'Nothing much, why are you panting?'

'Oh, water fight with Jerry and Mo,'

'So I called to let you know I'm not coming back until next week okay,' I felt a little hurt, but I completely understood it was nearly winter break and everyone was going home for the holidays. For once in a lifetime the weather wasn't Bi-polar

'Okay, just text me when you plan on coming back,' 

'Yup bye baby,' he said then hung up the phone, my mood changed, I was looking forward to him coming today, but I guessed not. Yes! I was a bit upset but he couldn't help but be with his son. 

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing Bash isn't coming back until next week," 

"Oh, Do you us to stay with you for the vacation?" Mo said laying his arm across my shoulders, Jerry just stood there staring and waiting for my answer I didn't want to take their holiday away from them because I didn't have a family to spend it with.

I didn't want them to feel obligated to keep me company. 

"No, No seriously go home guys, I'll be fine, I promise," saying waving my arms kris crossed style.

"Wit it's their anniversary as well, you can't be alone," Jerry hung his head as he spoke, knowing I didn't like talking about my parent's deaths.

"It's been ten years, I'm fine," I've become numb to the fact that my parents died on their wedding anniversary coming home from a project in England.   

"How about hanging with Tommy, he never goes home," shaking my head no as I walked into Jerry's apartment.

 We spent most of the evening eating ourselves silly and watching movies including Knock Up, Mo joked around rubbing my belly saying I was pregnant and Bash needed to pay child support Jerry secretly took a picture and sent it to Bash, he immediately called me I couldn't help but laugh it was so funny. 

"What did I miss?" he laughed.

"Nothing these jerks are teasing me again,"

"I bet, have fun baby." He laughed hanging up, it was nice to talk to him before we went to bed,

"Whooo, Baby Wit" Jerry teased,

Waking up to the sunlight blinding me, no idea why the hell I always sleep next to the damn window, currently laying Jerry's bed with him and Mo. 

It's a good thing they didn't get all weird about being this close to me knowing my 'Gayness' as Mo puts it. 

They actually could pass as a couple with the way they were laying Jerry was on his back, Mo literally laying on top of him with his hips between Jerry's legs. 

Kinky, sneaky a picture before waking them up. 

"MO YOU COPPING A FEEL THERE?" watching them scramble to away from each other, giggling, even more, seeing Mo blush at Jerry. Just as we finished making breakfast Tee came over.

"Wit," her smile lite up the room like always.

"Hey, Tee" looking up from the table I had wiped clean.

"What are you doing here?" 

"Just hanging out, what's up,"  

"Nothing just thought you would be with Bash..." my eyes shot up to her again,

"No, he's home with Tom-Tom and his family I didn't want to impose,"

 I rushed before she got the wrong idea, the truth was I don't think Bash will ever tell his parents about us. 

It's both a good thing and a bad thing, I never wanted a relationship that I needed to hide, but I also didn't want to draw any unwanted attention to myself or partner. 

"Tee baby," Jerry rushed to her side kissing her cheek, their laughter filled the room, Mo stood in the doorway he had a smile on his face, but he seemed to have something on his mind. 

"Let's talk,"

"Sure," he hung over my shoulder as we walked around the garden leaving Jerry and Tee alone.

Mo didn't need to tell me anything I already knew by the change in his face.

"You like someone more than a one-night stand," his shocked expression definitely gave it away,

"That obvious uh," he tucked his hands into his pocket kicking a rock. 

"Who is it?" I wasn't trying to be nosy, just wanted to help him a bit in this situation. 

"I don't want you to get mad at me, or hate me," his words instantly turned me curios, I turned looking him in the eyes.

"I will never hate you Mo, you're my best friend a brother at that, what's wrong with you lately?" 

"I don't know how it happened, I just woke up to him," I tried to hide the shocked expression on my face, but I honestly didn't see that coming, He huffed sitting on the bench running his finger through his hair nervously.

"Man I have no idea what to do, I tried calling him and even stopping by his house, but the shit I said to him I regret it so bad." 

"Ok, so tell me exactly what happened," I wish I would have held my tongue, but he let loose and told me everything.

The night Mo meant Racy, (One week earlier)

'Nearly half-past mid-night, after hitting two girls and still horny I couldn't get rid of my damn boner between drinks and blinding lights I was trashed.

 Out of the corner of my eyes, I saw her standing there drinking as she swayed her hips, I'd never seen her before. 

"Are you new here?" I whispered in her ear, she turned and smiled

"Yep, Racy and you," she held out her hand for me to shake.

"Moses," we dance and laughed getting to know each other more, her favorite drink, strawberry vodka, she danced to about everything.

 I couldn't keep my eyes off her beautiful green eyes, those plumped red lips, her long curly red hair, that tight dress hugging her curvy hips and tighs, barely holding her tits in place. 

"Let's leave," she whispered, I'd never turned down a girl asking for it. 

Following her to her car, we talked about her roommate being an ass sometimes and that her place was a bit messy, not that I cared I just wanted to get my rocks off and really didn't need to go to her place for that, but she wanted to go there.

"Here we are," I kind of guessed the alcohol was wearing off, she was becoming nervous and uneasy. 

I just grabbed her hair and kissed her probably harder than I should've, but I didn't want her to change her mind.

She didn't fight in fact she wrapped her arms around my neck pulling my body closer to her. 

"You want this right," with just a nod she held my hand leading me into her apartment I glimpsed around, keeping in mind how to navigate out later, the living room, kitchen, hallway all the way to her bedroom. 

"Racy," I was cut off by her mouth, her soft sweet tasting lips, her hands roamed my chest, lifting my shirt over my head, I attacked her neck the scent of roses. 

She smelled so good and tender, she gasped when I squeezed her tit. 

"Mo," I didn't stop and neither did she, our clothes fell to the floor, that was when it happened.

"CHRIST," looking her in the eyes, watching tears well up.

"What the fuck are you?" I snapped looking for my clothes on.

"I'm in the process of changing genders, I wanted to try it before my surgery, but it's ok I won't stop you." She said walking into the bathroom.

 I sat on the bed gathering my thoughts for a minute, there have been all these weird things going on, like my best friend being gay, my other best friend having a relationship and I was still stuck with the same routine.

 I really actually was thinking hard giving this person a free ticket to lose his virgin before becoming a female. 

"Racy," I didn't wait for him to come out of the bathroom I opened the door to him jerking off in the shower, his beautiful eyes on me, biting his lip to hide the moans, I got hard just from the site.

 Pulling him by the arm almost throwing him on the bed, straddling his chest making him suck me as I stroked him. 

"Racy, I've never been with a guy," 

"Me either," my dick popped out of his mouth making a popping sound, gulping hard as I took him into my mouth.

"AHA it tickles," I knew from what Bash told me, that I needed to get him wet so he wouldn't bleed, letting my spit slid down to his hole introducing one finger for a good minute.

"MO~" he arched taking me further into his mouth, I would never believe it was his first time. It didn't take long to add another finger, his hips rocked as he huffed gagging a few times on my cock.

"MO, Please," he was so close to cumming, I flipped my tongue over his tip.

"FU~~~" turning around as he came down from his first nut, watching him hum as I rolled a condom on,

"Ready?" just a nod was enough, I pushed my knees under his back pushing his ass upper ward, I watched his face as I pushed inside him.

"You're so big Mo" I knew that was just because he's never done this before, I was average size, I settled waiting for his ass to stop squeezing me. 

Slowly sliding in and out, until his huffs turned into moans. I was enjoying him and like Bash said he was tighter than most girls I've been with. 

"Come here," grabbing him up as I stood bouncing him on me. 

"Oh Shit MO~~Fu~~" he whimpered, I wasn't that rough it just the angel.

"Rac, cum again," hooking him between the wall and me I stroked him, watching his eyes in the light of the bathroom.

"Mo, please, I'm... I'm... Cumming~" he dropped his head on my shoulder, I smiled thrusting again.

"Oh, Oh, OOH MO," hearing his moans were music in my ear, gripping his hips roughly thrusting, he held on for dear life, but I was going to make sure this was the best for him, I held my nut as long as possible. 

We changed position three times, between one and four nuts he was spent, and I had only come twice, but it was worth it. Waking up to him laying my chest was actually adorable, but it was the last time I saw him.' 

Listening to Mo actually made me sad, I was mad because Bash and I didn't get a lot of time together, but him, he wanted something with Racy and she's refusing him. 

"What should I do, I literally can't get it up for any girl now," arching my eyebrow to him this was serious, he couldn't get it up 

"WOW!" I gawked at him trying to at least pretend to understand 

"Shut it," he snapped

  "What you guys talking about?" Jerry said walking up to us.

"Nothing much, just Mo's erectile dysfunction," that earned me a slap on the back of the head, but it was worth it.

"You, REALLY," Jerry throws his head back laughing.

Mo broke down and told him the same thing and yup he had the same reaction, HOLY SHIT! 

"SO, what do we do?" he said looking at me like I had all the answers NOT ME! 

"I'm just going to go home," Mo said, there was absolutely nothing we could do right now.

 Jerry and I talked for a while before I headed home to my nice quiet apartment, for the next eight days of holiday quietness and missing my parents.