Fall Back To You

I love him as a man. He love me as his sister. And it hurts for fuck sake. I tell him the truth that I love him. But in the end, he pushed me away from hi–no. I pushed myself away from him because of his painful words. The words who kills me everytime I remembered. "Fuck it! Your a kid!" "No! Daph, you dont understand. My heart leave a space for someone else, and its not you.." "I dont like you, tinuturing lang kitang nakababatang kapatid." "I'm sorry but your not enough for me. Your a kid, you don't even know what love is.." "Its just, puppy love." I fly away from him. From the man I really love. Nung oras na bumalik ako, sisiguraduhin kong hindi na para sakanya tumitibok ang puso ko. Sisiguraduhin kong tatapusin ko na ang kahibangan ko sakanya. But everytime he spoke to me, I can't identify what my heart's telling to me. Did I fall to him.... Again?