14 Chapter 14 The Right Man

*Warning Sexual Content Ahead.*

Once I had showered and done my hair, I chose to wear a green emerald dress along with matching lingerie which is also green and lace. Knowing Loki would love the way I look and that it would make it hard to keep his eyes off me.

Unlike my brother, I haven't slept with anyone and I haven't actually ever done it. Ever. It's not like I haven't had a boyfriend back before I was blind. I had so many people coming on to me but I was never interested and no boyfriends stuck around long as they were arrogant bastards. But now I finally have a boyfriend, a man who cares about me and loves me so much. And if I am finally going to lose my virginity, to do it with a man, I want it to be with Loki. I kind of hope to anyway.

I then leave my room and go back into the lounge and Loki has already made dinner and put it on the table in the lounge. He has made lasagne, one of my favourites and has poured us both glasses of wine. I find myself smiling as I go over to him, having missed his presence here and it feels good to have him back on this floor. This floor felt too empty without him.

He looks up at me as I sit down beside him and he stares at me in awe, memorized by my appearance. It makes my cheeks go pink as he looks me up and down with desire in his eyes. I think he likes the dress and it takes him a moment to compose himself.

"You look… ravishing beautiful. Lovely dress." He whispers, unable to take his eyes off me.

I smile, taking my plate, "I chose it as it matches your eyes."

He smirks at that before we both begin to eat, both of us hungry after today's events and it feels so good to finally eat. After eating the lasagne which we easily clear between us, I take the glass of wine as I relax on the sofa with him. I then remember I have no idea what happened on Asgard and how it went. We didn't get a chance to speak about it with me being kidnapped and him dashing in there to save my life. I hope it went ok with his family.

"How was Asgard?" I ask as I sip the wine, savouring the taste, "Was everything ok with your family?"

He smiles, "Actually it was, much to my surprise." He then begins to explain everything that had happened, "I wasn't locked up. Instead I was confined to my chambers and only allowed out for the meetings and private dinners with my family. But it was ok. I got to spend time with my mother, my brother and even my father who was surprisingly nice to me. It was great to see them and I was glad they all believed me, including the council. It just took a lot of time to explain everything."

I nod, "I did wonder why you were gone so long. But if they believe you, are they evoking your banishment?"

He shakes his head, sipping his wine again, "My father wanted to but even though I was mind controlled and everything, I still had to be punished to an extent so the people would accept me. So…. I'm banished for the next 10 years." This makes me frown and he takes my hand, seeing my sad face, "It's ok Katrina, I honestly don't mind being banished. It means I get to stay here with you and I don't mind that one bit. I was very eager to leave today when they told me I could finally come back."

This makes me smile, "You were coming back today? Before you heard me telepathically?"

"Yeah I was actually having my last meal with them, finally telling them about you actually when I heard you call out to me." He tells me before he looks at me, "What happened before I came back? Before you called me? Tony told me what happened here when I found him but… but what did Killian want with you?"

The smile fades from my face and I find myself tense up as I remember what Killian wanted to do to me. How he wanted to experiment on me, cut me open and find out how I ticked. How my magic worked as well as the other thing he wanted. For me to be his and become his girl, his plaything. To violate me. I find myself cringing just thinking about it and Loki notices. He moves closer, holding my hands as he looks at me very worried.

"He won't harm you." He says, trying to reassure me, "Katrina?"

I take a breath, "Well… you are not going to like this but… he wanted to experiment on me… torture me, cut me open. He wanted to figure out how I tick." He holds my hands tighter, "And that isn't the worst part."

He looks at me confused and very worried, "What could be worse than that?"

"He also wanted me to be his, to be his girl, his plaything. He wanted to rape me Loki." He gasps in shock as I add, not meeting his eye, "And when you found me, when he was strangling me, he was trying to make me submit to him but I kept refusing. I didn't want to be his girl or be touched by him. The sheer notion..." I feel tears in my eyes, "I dread to imagine what would have happened if you hadn't…"

Loki cuts me off by moving closer and pulling me into his arms so my head is resting on his chest with his arms around me. I feel tears roll down my cheek as I hold onto him, melting into his embrace.

He kisses the top of my head, holding me tightly, "You are safe now and I won't let him near you ever again. And if he returns, I will do anything and everything to protect you. As you are my girl and you will never be his, never. You are my girl."

This makes me smile as I nuzzle into his chest, wiping my tears away, "I'm yours."

"And I am yours." He whispers.

I pull away from him, pulling myself together but we are still close to each other, "I'm so glad you heard me. But I still don't get how you did from Asgard. I didn't think it was possible, even without those horrible cuffs on."

He shrugs, not sure either, "I have no idea. You do have powerful magic but normally only Asgardians can speak telepathically across realms. You're not adopted are you?" I shake my head, "Well I guess it's your magic then. You wanted to see me so badly that your magic reached out to me."

I smile, "Oh well, I'm just relieved you heard me."

"So am I." He moves the hair out of my eyes, "The moment I heard you I left Asgard as fast as I could to come and find you. I was so worried about you… but I was also relieved you loved me too."

This makes me blush, "I wanted to tell you a lot sooner about how much I loved you. It was killing me but at first I didn't think you would like me since I was blind and…"

Loki cuts me off, "Wait a second… how long? How long have you liked me?"

I look at him, my cheeks becoming redder, "I think I have liked you since… since after you stopped me from killing myself and begun teaching me magic. We became so close and the more you opened up to me, the more I fell for you." He is taken back and I continue, "And then once I could see you, I found it impossible to resist you… how long have you liked me?"

He nods, seeming to digest what I've just spoke, "I've felt for you from the moment I laid eyes on you. You are so different to any woman I have ever met and as we got close, I felt the ice around my heart melting and it come to life. I just assumed you could never like me. But the more you defended me, accepted me, I fell for you hard. And after you started giving me hints like the kiss to the cheek." He says, making me blush at the memory, "I knew you liked me to an extent. And after the dance and you saw my Jotun form, I wanted you to by my girl. I was so disappointed when my brother interrupted us."

I smile, "So was I. But the necklace you gave me, meant everything to me and I knew I would wait as long as I had to so I could see you again. I missed you terribly."

He moves closer, our faces so close, "I missed you. Every day away from you was so painful as I wanted nothing more to run home to you and ask you to be mine… to kiss you."

Our lips are inches apart now and I want to kiss him so badly. He looks the same, eyeing my lips and I bite my lip with anticipation.

"What's stopping you?" I whisper.

Then he leans in and kisses me and I feel the spark ignite. I kiss him back, melting into the passion between us and we get lost in it. It's intoxicating and the lust and desire takes over. He pulls me onto his lap as he deepens the kiss and I wrap my arms around his neck as he holds onto me. I feel him getting hard underneath me and I can't believe I have this much effect on him. He really loves me and I love him and I want him to be my first. To be mine forever.

He pulls away, breathing heavily as he stares at me with lust in his eyes, "Stay with me tonight. Let me show you how much I love you."

I smile, "I thought you would never ask."

He kisses me again, his hands going down to my waist, "So beautiful." He whispers between kisses, "How did I get such a beautiful girl? Who wanted me?"

"There was no man on this earth I desired." I whisper, wanting him more by the second as he begins kisses my neck, "And it turns out the only man I wanted to be intimate with, happened to be a god. Maybe I have a type."

This makes him chuckle, kissing my neck more and making me moan. I didn't think it would ever feel like this. Such pleasure and I want him. I love him. But before I can give into it, letting it take over me completely, Loki stops and pulls away to look me in the eye, like he realised something.

He looks at me in disbelief, "Wait, are you saying… you have never been intimate with anyone? No one?"

I feel my cheeks go red as I shake my head, "I haven't desired or loved anyone enough to want to be intimate with them. I guess I was just waiting for the right man to come along."

He stares at me in awe, "And you think that's me?"

"I know it's you." I whisper, looking into his green eyes, "I have never loved anyone like I love you."

This makes him smile and then his lips capture mine again and its warm and gentle. I kiss him back, loving the sensation and the lust takes over as we deepen the kiss. Both of us desperate to touch each other and it heats up. I feel him becoming harder underneath me and I know I want him badly.

"Are you sure?" He whispers between kisses.

I nod, kissing him hungrily, "Make love to me."

He doesn't need to be asked twice and he picks me up, my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as he carries me towards his room. Our lips not breaking as we kiss each other with passion that is becoming hotter and stronger by the second. It's like a fire that has just ignited and it's becoming hotter and hotter.

The moment we are in his room and the door is shut, he puts me down before pinning me against the wall. We kiss again, desperate to touch each other except this time we don't hold back as we pull off each other's clothes. Loki unzipping my dress so it falls to a pool at my feet while I pull off his clothing until he is just in his underwear. Finally I can see his chest and god he is hot, so many muscles but I notice a few scars. And yet he still perfect in every way. I'm now just in my green underwear and bra and I can tell Loki is enjoying the view. However we soon stop staring as our lips meet again and I love it. I love him.

We move over to the bed, Loki unclipping my bra and tossing it aside before he begins kissing my neck and going down my body. I can't stop moaning, his touch making my body shake with pleasure as he kisses my neck and goes down to my breasts. Kissing them and massaging them in his hands. His lips then return to mine as I feel his hands going down my body as I run my hands through his hair and along his muscles. Both of us moaning and when he touches me down there, I moan loader desperate to be touched by him.

"So wet for me my love." He whispers, rubbing my clit, "So beautiful."

Then he pulls down my underwear, letting it drop to the floor before pushing me back onto the bed. I smile as I move back, watching him as he removes his underwear and his cock is free. It's huge and I find myself getting wetter. God he is gorgeous in every way and he is mine.

He climbs on top of me and kisses me, "You sure?"

"Yes… please Loki… I want you." I whisper, desperate for him.

With that, he lines his cock up with my entrance and slowly pushes himself into me, deep into me. I feel him pop my cherry and I feel a horrible pain shoot through me. It makes me hiss in pain from the strange feeling but I soon get distracted by Loki kissing me on my neck and rubbing my clit. The pain is soon replaced with pleasure and I want him to move. I want him so badly.

"I'm ok… move please." I whisper, moaning in pleasure.

He begins thrusting into me, in and out and I begin moaning in pleasure, my legs wrapped around his waist. We are both moaning, kissing each other deeply as we get lost in the sensation and I find myself clenching around him, meeting his thrusts. I find the urge building up inside me, the urge to cum and I know Loki is close to. I can feel it and he thrusts deeper into me, both moaning louder and louder. I never thought it would feel like this and it feels so good.

"I'm close." I moan against his lips, "Oh Loki."

"Cum with me Katrina."

With that, I find myself cumming around him and it feels like nothing I have ever felt. So much pleasure and I'm loving the sensation. So good. Me cumming makes Loki cum to and I feel him cum inside me and I'm glad I'm on the pill.

We are both breathing heavily as we come down from the high and Loki pulls out of me, making me wince slightly as he collapses beside me. Both exhausted but it was so worth it. Finally I look around his room and I like how its green, got loads of books and his armour is on display. Now I see why he is nicknamed reindeer games, the horns, so cool though.

"Nice room by the way." I whisper.

He chuckles, "Thanks love."

We both then turn to face each other, resting our heads on the pillows as we look at each other's naked forms. I can't believe I just lost my virginity to a god and it was great, beyond anything I could imagine.

"Are you ok?" He asks me, moving my hair to one side, "I didn't hurt you?"

I shake my head, moving closer to him, "I'm ok Loki, you didn't hurt me. I loved every second of it but I think the rest of the tower might have heard us."

He chuckles, "Oh well, they can get used to it."

This makes me smile and I find myself tracing the scars on his chest, most are small but there is a big one that makes me frown. Bloody Thanos. How dare he torture Loki. But even with the scars he is extremely hot.

"Don't worry Katrina, they will fade." He reassures me, seeing my face.

I nod, "I know but I hate that Thanos hurt you and left his mark."

"So do I." He admits, "But if I hadn't gone through everything that Thanos had done to me, I would have never met you." He kisses me on the lips, "So every scar is worth it."

This makes me smile, "Well you are still ridiculously hot even with the scars. I love you."

"I love you too."

Then we move closer so he can wrap his arms around me and I bury my head into his chest. He is so warm and comfortable and that I fall asleep in his arms. Finally feeling complete and happy with the man I love.