29 As Long As You Don’t Hate Yourself

 

[Zhiwu City]

 

Huang Ying Yue didn't wait for anyone to say anything; she walked away from the place.

 

"Come." She said this to Huang Wan Yan, who was staring at her.

 

Huang Wan Yan was obedient this time. He walked behind her closely.

 

Looking at the two figures who were disappearing out of people's sights, everyone looked at each other.

 

Tan Zi Mo looked at the slender back and clutched his fists tightly.

 

"Young Master…." One of the bodyguards asked worriedly.

 

"Go back!" He took a deep breath, then walked away. His face was so plain that no one could guess his expression.

 

"Aren't we going to visit Miss Liu?" Another bodyguard asked. In the past, every time the Young Master felt bad, he would visit Liu Wen Yin. Then he will feel better.

 

"Shut up, idiot!" Another bodyguard slapped the man's head fiercely. Don't you see that the young master was different from normal?

 

Tan Zi Mo paused for a moment, then decided to go in the opposite direction, which is the location that leads to Liu Family House.

 

The bodyguards "...."

 

What Huang Ying Yue didn't know is that her every word and movement today has been witnessed by many figures.

 

The figure who was sitting by the window side of the tea house smiled and said, "Interesting!"

 

The hidden figure who was hiding in the dark pursed his lips and asked, "Is this the real you? Then who were you in the past?"

 

A man who just happened to pass by and looked at the scene from the beginning to the end touched his heart and said, "Huang Ying Yue, If my heart wasn't full of her, I might be moved by your kindness. Unfortunately…."

 

.....

 

"Eat!" Huang Yung Yue gave Huang Wan Yan a red sugar-coated haw from her space.

 

Huang Wan Yan looked at the candy in front of him. He slowly stretched out his hand to take the candy and took a bite.

 

Sweet, is this what candy tastes like?

 

Huang Ying Yue looked at the slender left hand that came out of the wide sleeves. She saw an exquisite purple jade bracelet on his white left wrist.

 

{Master, that purple bracelet is the artifact space similar to Huang Bai Xing's space ring." Xiao Yun's voice sounded in her mind.

 

{Artifact Space?} She was stunned and almost fell down. In the book, she didn't remember that Huang Wan Yan had a space artifact. Except for the heroine and several big figures in the immortal world, no one has artifact space.

 

Artifact Space was like her ethereal, small world. But the size wasn't as enormous as her small world.

 

Nevertheless, the area and size inside the artifact space were at least 50 to 100 km2, still too big. The artifact space could carry the living creatures in, plant the things, and allow the owner to live and practice inside the space with inexhaustible spiritual element power.

 

"You want?" Huang Wan Yan asked, seeing Huang Ying Yue staring at his purple bracelet.

 

Huang Ying Yue, "..."

 

"No." She shook her head and turned away.

 

Please, this is the artifact space; how could he ask her so casually if she wants it or not? This kid…

 

When the artifact space is contracted by the owner's blood, the space will always follow the owner. When the owner of the space dies, the space will follow the owner.

 

"Are you hungry or not?" She looked at the boy, who was silent. Normally, he would at least scold her for one or two sentences.

 

"Is it not my fault to be born?" He asked, holding the candy tightly.

 

Huang Ying Yue was stunned. Has this kid been thinking about this?

 

"Is it not my fault?" He insisted on getting the answer that had been bothering him.

 

"It's not your fault." She shook her head and answered seriously.

 

"Am I your brother?" He looked at the girl's beautiful face, which was taller than his.

 

"Yes." Huang Ying Yue nodded. She and Huang Wan Yan could be considered half-blood siblings, since she and he were Huang DongHai's bloodline.

 

"Don't you think that I'm a wild seed? An existence that no one wants? Everyone hates me. I'm not a human child." He lowered his head to look at the cold floor. The soft, orchid-colored hair swayed slowly as the breeze blew by.

 

He slowly touched his orchid-colored eyes and hair with his other hand. In the past, he hated his appearance so much. Why didn't he look like his father and mother?

 

Because of this, his father and his mother didn't recognize him; they even hated him.

 

Huang Ying Yue looked at his self-blaming. She purses her lips.

 

"They hate you. Your father thought that you weren't his child. Your mother hates you for being born." Huang Ying Yue said. This is what she heard from people's discussions. No wonder that day, Huang Dong-Hai and his fourth wife's eyes were looking at Huang Wan Yan coldly. They really hate him.

 

Huang Wan Yan's eyes were filled with despair and sadness. Really, even though she told him that he was not his father's child,.

 

"But...things will be better, as long as you don't hate yourself. You have beautiful hair and eyes' color. So don't hate yourself because of them. They can hate or dislike you, but you can't dislike yourself." She slowly stretched out her hand, then touched his head gently.

 

She didn't know what happened to him; even in the book, the author didn't mention his origin or his real parents. She wasn't sure what was happening; inside the book, she was obviously only told that Huang Wan Yan was born from Huang DongHai and his fourth wife. Why did Huang Dong-Hai insist that he wasn't his child?

 

No matter what, she didn't want to see this innocent child blame himself and live in desperation.

 

Huang Wan Yan felt the gentle touch on his head. He slowly lifted his head up.

 

Looking into the girl's sincere and gentle eyes, Huang Wan Yan felt that something inside his heart seemed to crack open.

 

'As long as you don't hate yourself.'

'You have beautiful hair and eyes' color.'

 

"Will you hate me if I'm not his real child?" He asked as he clutched his fists tightly. He has no one. Maybe because she saved him from despair; perhaps because she protected him while everyone else was accusing him.

 

Possibly because of looking at those tender eyes, which were encouraging him.

 

He didn't want her to hate or despise him like she used to in the past.

 

"I'll never hate you." Huang Ying Yue responded to him. She doesn't know how to hate people.

 

Huang Wan Yan tried to stare into her eyes and sense her emotions. Clear, clean, pure, sincere... She really meant what she said.

 

"Are you hungry?" Huang Ying Yue asked. She was used to being scolded and stared at by his cold eyes; now that he was just staring at her without saying anything, she was a little awkward.

 

"....." He shook his head, then nodded. He didn't know.

 

Huang Ying Yue "...."

 

....

 

"Uncle, please give me three bowls of noodles." She sat in a small store on the street. In front of her sat Huang Wan Yan.

 

Several minutes later, a seductive smell of the hot noodle soup floated to her nose.

 

"Here, Miss." The uncle smiled as he put in two bowls containing noodle soup and two glasses of water.

 

"Thank you, Uncle." She nodded at him.

 

"It's okay, Miss." The uncle was stunned, then he waved his hands.

 

She picked up the chopsticks, stirred the noodles to mix with the ingredients in the soup, and put them into her mouth. So delicious and flavorful.

 

{YunYun, eat more.} She touched Xiao Yun's head.

 

{Master too. You're so thin.}

 

Xiao Yun waved his paw, and the chopsticks floated and moved. Then the chopsticks began to pick up the noodles and feed them into his mouth. He just wants to eat what his master eats. Even though he was not hungry.

 

Huang Ying Yue smiled gently, looking at Xiao Yun's lovely look.

 

"Why don't you eat?" She lifted her head and happened to see Huang Wan Yan staring at her in a daze.

 

Huang Wan Yan "....."

 

He slowly picked up the chopsticks and began to eat the noddle. He was just stunned by her gentle smile and the way she got along with the cat.

 

"I'll go to buy something." After the three people finished eating, she told him.

 

"I'll go with you." He said it dully.

 

Huang Ying Yue, "...."

 

Xiao Yun, "....."

 

 

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