1 Prologue

"Let me go, Liam." I weakly shook his hand without even looking at the pair of his eyes.

"Stay, please gianne. I only want you."

He blocked in front of me and suddenly he grabbed my waist tightly.

"I'm leaving ... what the hell!" I struggled to get rid of him but he tightened it even more. I get even more weak and difficult to free my body. I felt the two corners of my eyes heat up when I heard his sniff.

"I-it is because of that gu-guy? Why Gee?" I was even weaker when he mentioned that name.

Suddenly my painful feelings got totally and purely hurt ... twice as much. The tears that I had been holding back have also given way.

I know ... I haven't either. Maybe that's enough time to get away. Because I know that my decision will be better for both of us.

"Liam, heck! Stop!, stop that." My eyes narrowed ejaculating

"Let's stop this." When I said those words, I was surprised when he separate and suddenly he leaned me against the wall and his pair of eyes are now in tears.

I want to wipe it as I always do before but I want to show that I am not the same as before.

I heard his smile "I can't imagine you're doing this," he said incredulously, so do i, liam.

"What have I done? What's with him? Gianne, I can give you ANYTHING and EVERYTHING love. I love you. Please, don't do this. I can't."

I seriously met his gentle eyes. "HE CAN GIVE YOU WHAT YOU CAN'T GIVE." I spoke loudly, but I realized what I had said.

I looked away when I saw him smile sharply and shook, I was hurt by what I said to him, I did not mean it.

Seeing him get hurt it makes me more and more hurts. I can't look at him, but it's now here ... and it has to end.

"If you thought I loved you then .. no liam--no. I never loved you, Never. You're too good for me." I stared at him for a few seconds but I also quickly removed my eyes.

I pushed him and quickly walked to the door away from his office, yes his office.

When I turned my back on him, the tears that I had wanted to shed automatically flowed freely.

When I turned the lock I was surprised when he suddenly grabbed my arm. I met his eyes and face that gets me nervous, his expression was different than earlier.

Full of sadness and resentment and even more intense just saw him like this.

"YOU'RE.GONNA.STAY.HERE" He leaned me against the wall and tearfully looked him in the eye.

He turned me around the neck and kissed me on the lips. Gosh! I push him but what are my little arms against him?

The kiss broke off and he suddenly lifted me up and violently placed it on top of his desk, he threw away the obstructing objects. I was even surprised when he almost tore the papers on top and fortunately I snatched it and I pushed him with all my might.

I left the surface and faced him and slapped the papers I was holding. "What do you think you're doing !? Huh liam?" I'm still shouting but in a low tone, I don't want anyone to hear me.

I gave him the paper but he did not accept it and just stare me so I put it on his desk again and even though the fear was still here I still went to the door but he shouted at me quickly and he threw me on the sofa.

I slipped and he quickly overtook me. "You're mine love ... and sorry to say. You're making the good turns to a bad person." He whispered that makes me shiver.

"Liam, please stop!" I could not move. "You are so sweet, love." that other melody touched my ear. My two hands keeps pushing his chest. I wanted to get up but it was too narrow, I was at the moment taking advantage.

"P-please stop it---AAAAHHH!" He suddenly squeezed my left breast, in shock I screamed and asked for help.

"Isn't exciting? You? Shouting from the top of your lungs forgotting while this place is soundproof?" He smiled foolishly raising all my hair on the body. But I did not move so I pushed him with all my might but in the second time, my strength did not fight against his strength.

He cupped my face and kissed me hard and harsh in the lips, I tasted his own blood. And I realize from now on, I am facing a monster.

His kiss went down to my neck. "Stop it! Please!"

I panic when I felt his hand inserting inside my tee-shirt!

"Li-liam sssh p-please ..." I withdrew my hand that he was not holding very lightly and I cupped his face, I wiped the tears that kept running through his eyes.

"L-liam s-s-stop." I said. Suddenly his face calmed down, I tried to calm him more down and it looked effective.

I don't know, even though I don't like what he did I can't help it, I know it's because of me. We can talk about it in depth without reaching this point. Because it's scary.

But I was surprised when he grabbed my two hands and he pinned it above me. His expression changed, it became even darker. I struggled as he inserted his hand inside my shirt and forcibly lifted my shirt and bra.

Now, my breasts are freely exposed to him. He was like a child who was amazed and without hesitation he kissed it.

He's sucking my breast while his right hand is massaging my left breast.

Gradually one of his hands loosened over me.

Later on, it went downhill until his hands crawled on my stomach down to my abdomen and into my thighs. I pushed him and he stepped on my pants, as if regardless of what he was doing himself.

I quickly went over and turned the lock, I was surprised when he grabbed my arm and almost buried his nail.

He leaned me on the oader and kissed me violently but I could do nothing but avoid it, because I couldn't ... "I-i'm sorry, forgive me plea--" shock registered on my face when he suddenly slapped me. N-now he just raised his hand.

"Don't you dare beg and leave me." My eyes widened as he took off his top. "Li-liam --- He forcibly pulled me to his desk, angrily turning over all his belongings even the very important papers that were there.

He laid me down and he moved fast and he's now on top of me, he wrapped my wrist above me and started kissing my lips hard that I can't tilt my head either.

This is the most serious liam I have ever seen. I was surprised when he took off my pants as well as my underwear! "W-what did I do?" He stopped but I stiffed what he said next ... "Gee?" It made me burst out, I couldn't help but squeeze my heart.

"I ... just don't love you." Because ... that's the truth. Truly pure lies. I gasped when he hit me hard on my face ... again and I didn't realize he took off my clothes. And one thing I knew ... is I'm shouting fron the too of my lungs. "It hurts." I held my breath and started to shed tears that were even dripping earlier. I could not hold on as he began to move.

"I'm so happy, very lucky my love. I'm your first." He says. I do not know where to get strength from the extreme pain and mixture of emotions that I feel now.

I realize, I just want to disappear.