A mental illness that needs to be fixed

The stiffness in her chest that vanished because of Nicolai's antics returned at once. Ari lowered her hand and looked down at the bandages that Nicolai pasted on her scratches. Only if someone could bandage her broken and ripped heart as well. But alas, no bandage could patch up her heart which turned bleak and tired after staying with Noah for so long. 

"I got a divorce," Ari answered him. She did not even know why she was telling this to the man whom she found insufferable and annoying. Was it because he was not someone whom she was close to? Or was it because Ari knew that her impression according to Noah was already bad enough that it couldn't go any further down?