1 Chapter 1 The New Start

Well Erica you did it said Chris. You finally took the step for cleaning your soul. So what made you want to change your life style? Well Chris I'm getting older in I had to come to life in realize ain't nobody promise to be here forever. True true so what you going to do different from this day forward? everything that does me no good to my body mind and spirit.

So my friend ask where do we stand since you got saved? We can be good friends I don't want to hold you back from the life you want to live. So we came to that point in life we can be just friends. So as the time went on I thought being saved mean go to church all the time in being one of them holy thi people. The ones that sit in church in look down on the others because they believe in God way more then the next.

So I came to term that's not the way I want to be I want to be me and feel comfortable in live free until I decide to get married. So one day I ran into my sis Lisa out at the school I was at lively almost done in getting my certification. So we link up in had a lunch date. So then one day I happen to run into jazz in we went to her mama house in had some fun.

So then one day we decided to hang in play the Wii together not knowing that was gone be the last time I see my Wii ever again. So I called Jazz where is my game at? Its at mama house so I went to her mama house looking it's not in there so then her people told me she took my Wii in gave it to the crack heads in sunshine trailer park.

So as I got mad I went out on a man hunt for her head I want to kill her but then I had to think about it what would God do so I let it go. But I had to think about my freedom in where I was going too. So as I was thinking about how much she hurt me and my child. She stole from my baby girl like I trusted you but never again she can't even step in my house.

So as I was leaving I had done ran into a old friend of mines. He was cool but prison did something to him. So we got to talking in I thought he was cool people in by the way his name was Nick. So me and Nick became friends we started talking in hanging. So one day I went to ma house with him an introduce him to my other mama g.

So me in him chill until Lisa came she had on some short shorts and a half shirt. So I was like well dang you minus well be naked. So she bol I seen how he was looking at her I knew from there he wasn't no good. So then him and Lisa went outside to talk I never thought in my mind she would pull a stunt like she did doe. So she comes in an tell me she going to do his daughter hair now mine you'll that's what was told to me before they left he gave me a kiss in said love you.

So as I was going to work the next day I had a great day until I got a phone call from him. Hey bae hey so did you enjoy last night. What you mean the head in the stroke game. So all I could do was sit in look at the phone like this nasty mf done slept with my so call sister. So I said do you know who you talking too? Yeah this Lisa right bol hell no it's not in it's good to know you fucked my sister.

Bae bae I'm sorry I'm sorry please forgive me I didn't mean for it to happen like that. She came on to me click. So he called back to back to back until I blocked him out my phone. So as I was coming home to mama g house she was there already chilling. So as soon I a walked in I snapped on her in fought her right then in there.

Because I had feelings for this person in she went behind my back I'm slept with him. So one day I did a favor behind her back I slept with one of her people she had feelings for in she was pissed. I told Lisa now you know how it feels to be betrade by your own sister. So we stop talking for a few months. So I had to go pray after all this that happen to me I had to ask him why people like to hurt me.

So as I prayed I had got a call from the last person I ever wanted to hear from an it was Jazz. She said Erica please just listen to me please don't hang up just listen. So as I listen to the lies she's telling can you forgive me for what I have done to you and my niece? So I said let me pray about it in I'll let you know what I come up with.

So Jazz was like please for give me for all I have done to you I never ment to mess up your life the way I did. I really want us to be back close because I love you. I love you too but you really hurt me Jazz I don't know if I can let this go like that. I wish I can give you a answer but let me think on it. So I prayed on it and closed my eyes.

So the next day I get a message for my ex baby mama. Don't get me wrong I still got love for her cause we had years in it. So as I talk to her we got back together as friends. She has the best conversations and she always makes me smile. Even doe we didn't make it together in a relationship we made it in a friendship.

So she was pregnant with baby girl Z I got to spend the whole day in the hospital next to her side. While she rest I slept with little Z on my chest while she was sleep. So me in baby girl took pictures in chilled. She open her eyes seen me in went back to sleep on my chest. So one day me in her had a conversation about baby girl being my baby until she got mad about some he say she say

so we stop talking for a year or two. Because we let people come between us. But then one day she called me in told me baby girl needed something I made it happen no matter what. So then one day I went to sign up for Tcc to get my degree in criminal justice. I came into a whole new world of education but never thought I would meet the love of my life well at least I thought she was.

And I also was bless to have three amazing people to come in my life I always thought I wasn't lucky until I meet them.