1 EPISODE OF LIFE 1

TITLE: Still Loving You Without You Knowing.

Hi i am Gwen and i am 18, it's 6 am today and i am currently walking by the street for me to exercise a little bit and relax my mind, and then i saw this familiar person who passed by with a beautiful girl beside him, i saw him laugh with her while they are walking, he seem really happy and well, i wanted to smile and be happy for him, well i mean i am happy for him, for them.

But there is something inside of me that wanted to cry out loud and say

"comeback to me, i need you, i love you, don't leave me alone",

but how can i? who am i? what are we?...

I was walking faster because i am already late, i am in my 8th grade and this is our first day of school, imagine? being late in first day of class? no no way, i was in a hurry when i bumped in this stupid person who didn't see me coming.

but then again he is not just stupid he was a handsome boy who left outside my rooms door, i was in daze when i saw him, aww look at him such a pretty boy huh?.

"hey miss?"

"oh umm, hi, sorry i was in a hurry"

"oh its okay, our teacher is the one who's late"

"oh then, sorry for bumping into you"

"its fine no biggy" wooow, justt wooow.

1month has passed Andrew confess to me and court me, ofcours i said yes.

1st day that we are in a relation ship, it was so awesome, we both are happy together and etc,1 year has passed and we are still together, our relationship is stronger than the others, i thought.

2years has passed and today is our 2nd anniversary, we both set a date together in here, in our favorite place, but to my surprise he didn't come and i was left here all alone, i was devastated because of what he did, he texted me with a word

"let's brake up"

like how? why? what's wrong? what just happened?.

I texted him back but he didn't answer, he blocked me on messenger and ignored my calls, until he changes his number and blocked me on all connection we have.

I was crying all alone and i don't have energy to eat or let me say for everything, i was so devastated that i didn't even want to talk to my parent or communicate to others.

2years has passed, but look, i couldn't get Andrew outside of my head, he is just like a drug that i get addicted for years, i couldn't get enough of him, i thought i moved on, i thought its okay, i thought i'm already have enough of it, but just one look all of it came back like it happened just yesterday.

It's okay, i'm fine, as long as you are happy, i am not enough, what we have on the past is nothing for you just like a leaf that falls from the tree, it will become nothing, like me for you, who didn't say goodbye properly or felt sorry or didn't felt anything about our past.

It was all me, who felt loved and happy and most of all contented for each other, oh well, i hope you are happy, be happy Andrew.

And i love you.

i loved you, once.

Goodbye.