31 chapter 31

The desire combined with determination consumed him irresistibly and he found himself trailing luscious kisses down her throat, his eyes observing hers for any kind of reaction, his hands caressing all her private areas, his lips finding their way lower into the rim of her gown at her neck, even as his mind dreaded her reaction.

His hands reached the buttons of her gown, unsealing the opening one by one and then it happened. Her pupils moved while her almost paralyzed body stayed still; his insides broke into a loud inaudible thunder and the anxiety instantly turned into something else as soon as her eyes met his filled with anguish, the slight red coloring of her retina, the loathing, the fright that mixed with plead"he was astonished with himself for having noticed so much with just a mere eye-movement and it only made him relentless for more as the human need would have it. He held her horrified gaze and tried giving her what seemed like an evil look, trying to continue with his initial plan of action and his lips substituted his hands; her rosy little mounts finally revealing themselves, making him suck at them instantly finding his own erection unaffected by his mind, as he rocked front and forth-- keeping his gaze on her refusing pupils that seemed to be constantly moving like a pendulum, as her aghast eyes turning into the dangerous color of red representing her state of mind while he continued the process of what can only be called as an assault. His hand on its own accord glided down her waist, finding a place in between her legs as his own finger started caressing the tender spot. And then he had seen it, the sudden animosity rising in her eyes and he could finally feel his self loathing task paying off. His lips shifted in-between her breasts, sucking, biting, continuing the assault when he finally heard it"her scream. Her rather loud scream"her voice finally finding air, she screamed like her life was at stake in that particular moment"the mere sound enough to scare the wits out of the calm vicinity.

It made him jerk back, off her instantly causing him to lose balance and fall off the bed, pushing away the saline equipment in his process of stumbling and the next thing he knew, he was laying flat on the floor when mid-night staff gathering in the room along with a horrified Angad. The room broke into a sudden rush of activities, the group of female doctors surrounding her, Angad testing her whilst glancing back at him, as he helped himself up, machines being used on her, the buzzing sounds, the multiple conversations, the soothing words of nurses whispered into her ears--- but everything was dozing out of his mind, every other vision and every other sound zoomed out of his senses, all he knew, all he saw was her eyes, that looked right back at him with anguish, resentment, loathing and hatred. Her body still stayed still, but he now knew she talked, she acknowledged, she responded, yet her eyes held his, with such strong hatred, he felt his inner world collapsing into pieces that can never be put together"why he ever wanted anything to be put together is right now beyond the mighty brain of Arnav singh Raizada.

That night something broke between these entwined souls. Arnav managed to earn a place in Khushi's dismantled heart and that place couldn't be named anything but hatred. That night, Arnav loathed his own actions and more so, he hated his sudden desire towards someone he hardly knew--