1 Why now

"I wonder how long, I can keep this up?"

"The idea of death is something that hasn't happened to me. I used care about when someone I love would die. But..."

A piano played in the back of her head. The lover she thought she loved was hugging her. Everything was peaceful that day. She never expected someone would come back to life.

She phone ringed twice before picking it up. Once she head what had happened, without hesitation-running down the halls of the building reaching down to her car. A tear had formed on the tip of her eye lid as she ran barefoot. It had been a while since a tear had come out.

After reaching her car, the lover grabbed the other by the head. "Don't run off like that again" he spoke gently. She slowly fell down and cried until falling asleep. He brought her back to their apartment and later her down on the bed.

Early, when the lover had grab her phone and heard what had happened to her parents. He wonder what had happened to her, to not show much emotion. But this tragedy flicked them back on.

"Can I call you again later Sir" he answered. The officer felt bad for them but he didn't want to say anything to upset his sister lover. "Alright just call me that XXX" with a simple reply holding back his tears.

The brother had explained, their parents had died. There father had killed the mother by stabbing her in the heart then himself. Only six out of seven of the children would've cared about the father death while one will have the hardest on the mother. It's not she hadn't see this coming but the timing. She was emotional even through she couldn't express it. The pain she been through the years just to see her father destroy himself.

"Why now?" Her thoughts screamed throughout her body. The memories of suffering came back to her. The good and bad days came rushing back to her. She had tried hard to not to come back to that time. But here she was back to stage one.

"Even through the worst tragedy's in life. There is still someone you can go too. Begin stuck in the dark so long but actually in light, can be hard after some much."

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