1 Emotion Betrayals

Recently I've been to a trauma,

when somehow I failed in a task,

and I actually sensed a feeling

of disgust, a disrespect towards

my own worth. when I was groped

by my own emotions, manifestly

my emotions got so stubborn,

that they lose my wit and initiates

an aversive feeling on my own.

I experienced a mental trauma,

as well as felt unsettled and dizzy, and almost a contrast frame of mind.

After spending some time with a

wretch in my head, I begin contemplating behind the doors

the cause for the appearance of the devil, that mesmerized

my emotions and turned them against me.

I finally concluded, that the

feel of indignation and jealousy

provoked by a failure, that were

not carrying a place of shelter within my mind, somehow entered and pushed my calm

and pacifying emotions, and

inhabited their place of shelter. and the rage and exasperation

by the act, was ultimately

walloped over me, evidently

I'm the janitor of the thoughts and the emotions.

But these are the transitory guests, and they will depart as

soon they find the another head

to reside. And being a janitor, you

can't deny entry to the guests

which initially apparently showed

up with the idea of partying your

emotions.

And as soon you get used to

their faulty acts, eventually

you will start holding the

key to the main door.

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Author's Note : This was a first attempt to imprint my thoughts to this app where I recently connected. If there will be the traces of success, then I'll be going to write some novels and stories here. Shower your love ! ❤️