3 Bad Memories-2

"Kiki come inside, are you going to stand like this for whole night? It's getting cold, baby! " voice of my mother came striking my ears bringing me back from those dreadful memory. As I turned to get back in, I saw my mother standing in the doorway for me. With all those horrifying memories coming back I couldn't help but run to my mother's arm and hugged her tight. Mummy's embrace feels just like warm summer reducing all coldness in my heart, her scent is one like sitting in a garden, and smelling the spring.

"What happened my daughter, is everything okay?" mother asked me worried.

"Just missed you a lot, let's get in." I still holded her tightly as to never let go. I gave her an assured look and we walked in talking about everything. That night I, Mummy, Papa, Daisy and Lucky have a long night talk. We were awake, watching movies and teasing each other. It was two in the morning that we went to our rooms.

' I'm hiding in a corner, behind pile of sacks. I heard door opening as sound of footstep got louder. He is calling me, he is searching for me.

What should I do? What should I... He found me. Don't hit me, it hurts. I need my parents. Mummy-Papa, please save me. Save me! I'm begging him to let me go, but he wouldn't. He is coming closer to me, I tried to defend myself but he caught me and... Don't hit me. Someone, please save me!

I checked the time in the clock, it was 4 in the morning. I had the same nightmare again. They keep haunting me. I sat in my bed staring at the floor in the dark night with only light coming from my lamp. I remember, it was day when I almost thought of losing everybody for forever. when I woke up, I found myself in a dark room with no light just a hole where sunlight entered through. There was food in front of me, some bread, rice, curry, cooked vegetables and water. I stood up, still with shaky legs and looked around only to find some pile of huge sacks and storage tanks in a corner. The room was a lot messier, I guessed it to be a storage room. I reached to open the door, it was locked. I suddenly remembered what had happened yesterday night, it sent chills all over my body. I knocked on the door crying for help. I kept on knocking until I was drenched out of all my energy. I sat there next to the door crying helplessly when I heard sounds of footsteps approaching me. There was a sound of door opening and as it opened, it was sunny. He kept me captive here. I asked him as to why am I here and why don't he let me go? I was answered with 'no' when he grabbed my hair and pull me closer to say "what do you think, you are doing? Nobody is going to save you except me so better do as I tell you or you will forever rot here. Understand!" as he said this he put his hands inside my t-shirt holding me by my waist and leaned in forward to kiss me. His kiss was too strange, it didn't felt warm just cold. I tried to push him apart but I was too weak for that. So I bit his lips hard causing them to bleed. He pulled me off but hit me so hard on my face that I fell down, I saw blood dropping on the ground from my nose. As tears rolled down my cheeks while I still tried to gather myself and stand. He holded me by my head and smashed it on the ground. I had no more strength left to stand up. The world revolved around me as everything faded and turned black. When I woke up again, I was lying on the bed and was under a warm blanket. Sunny was there by my side, nursing me. When realization struck me, I was trembling horribly at his touch. He stroked my head and kissed it. I was dazed at affection he showed me, he felt so warm right now. It made me shed tears. He lovingly looked at me and said,"You still have time to decide until the night. Have food here and if you are hungry, I've left snacks inside the carton under the bed. I'm leaving right now because of work but I will come in night.If I didn't get the answer I want, your imagination isn't so wild as me!" he left immediately giving me a cruel smile and I was left alone locked in the place I don't know about and by a person who I think I don't know about. I cried that day until I could until I heard voices of people coming from afar. I tried to make sound by dropping things at the door but my voice was remained unheard. After a long hour of thinking I came into conclusion to first have food to gain strength and do everything I can to fight him.

As it was getting darker, I lit some candles kept in carton underneath my bed and ate some more snacks to help me get over my anxiety. Finally there was sound of door opening, he was here! I clung myself to the blanket tightly and hid myself behind the pile of sacks. Door opened and I heard his footsteps entering the room and sound of door closing. He started calling me, "oh Kiki! Where are you, my love?...come out, now it's time for us to play." His words were hitting on my heart like hard rocks. My breathing was so loud, I was trying to control it and at the same time I was scared. I remembered my family, I wanted to go to them, I wanted to see them. I heard his footsteps getting closer and I shivered thinking of way to get out when he found me. He grabbed me along with blanket and hugged me tighter to him asking me about my decision. I fearlessly said 'no'. Hearing this answer, he exploded on me, throwing things at me, acting crazy and telling me of his insecurities. He said," I want you to be only mine, this celebrity life will separate us. Please leave it." I fell for his words and tried to calm him by telling him, I was his, he do not have to feel insecure about anything. He felt assured and tried to kiss me, so I put him away telling him I need time to think. He got mad and took his belt out and started beating me. I tried to escape all the blows but it was too hard for me. In my heart I wanted somebody to save me.

After few blows he stopped and grabbed me throwing me to the bed. He forced his lips to mine as his hands went over my chest cupping my breast. I tried to push him away and as I did so, he became harsher on me. I thought to myself I cannot let this happen to me. I have to fight. I tried to grab anything that came in my hand and hit him as hard as I could. Getting sick of it, he pinned my hands up and started kissing over my neck furiously. I calmed down and thought of talking it slow, when he came to kiss me again I kissed him as passionately as I could to let him ease my hands. It happened as I thought and he released my hands, I kept on kissing him as passionately and grabbed his hair from one hand. As for the other hand I grabbed the cactus plant I kept by side of the bed when I was playing in daytime and hit him on his shoulders. He groaned loudly and immediately started to run around the room. I grabbed my phone kept in his pants and tried to run but he came in midway, still trying to stop me while enduring the pain. I hit him hard on his groin, and saw him falling on his knees, screaming in pain. Opening the door I ran as fast I could away from the place. I looked at the place it was storage house of sunny farm, unused for ages. Thankfully,it was bit closer to my house. I ran and ran as fast as I could and reached my home. I knocked on my door still scared and shaking with fear and cried until my parents found me quivering outside the door. I was lucky to find my home that day.