Elegy of Life & Death/ The Warlord is in obsession with me .

"He is my Sunlight in Dark, but i might be burned, If i'm addicted too much,I will be faded in a rush.---- Reneesmey Alexis Leonidas. If you think that you can save me,with your worthless attempt .Then, idle in your thoughts. Once imprisoned , There is no returning back. --- Leon Carlie Noel Leonidas (Nyx). Transmigrated in to web novel as a cannon fodder.My predestined fate was "death" .But i choose to change my fate & remake the story plot.I was the adopted & most hated sister of Leon carlie Noel Leonidas . When the dukedom was passed to him. He turned distant from me. He hated me from the beginning.I hold a secret , which i hided the most. But unfortunately , while pretending as the innocent dumb character. I unfortunately turned in to MC. I thought to escape. How did I ended up like this . His lingering hair silvery cloud,his attire embellished alike an army marshal,handsome appearance adorned by a pair of deep midnight blue eyes that gave off a beautiful aura , Sword like brows, fit body and a tall stature , elegant & resembled that of a Warlord. While panting with his entire body covered in crimson blood, holding his bloodied sword, he quietly looked at me shivering angrily & suddenly smirking . Leon Carlie Noel Leonidas (Nyx): Why abandoned me ? yet still I'm in thought to defend you ? At past, I only thought I will stain my hand with your worthless blood . Feeling's sometime sway side to side,as the heart & mind fight to gain control . I wanna feel you so close so tightly. Maybe, how do i say this politely? Love me harder & don't be nice , please . I want to feel you close, yet i want to shatter you into pieces maybe . Me : Wait.. but ...why.. brother. But why it has to be me. I didn't wanted to entangle nor did wanted a pathetic ending. Lust,vengeance,love,hatred,sin, where there was a mixture of feeling ,Will i be able to survive,till the end?