Her True Self I

The quality of the water around and the pillow behind was unparalleled, I was already tired after ten hours of hard work, and it was understandable that I was knocked out by their joint effort, even though I had limits.

Busty mommies must be protected and massaged, it has never failed me. 

Revealing my feelings to them was like unveiling my heart… perhaps the relief that they were willing to go along with my selfishness relieved me so… that I just fell asleep there and then.

In my life, I've only had two lovers: my high school sweetheart Anna -it didn't end well. And Elysir, the goddess of my heart -It also didn't end well.

Everyone else other than them was just a loveless tryst of temporary lust.

I know plenty of women who experience my hands wouldn't mind sharing me, I've had such situations before when I had several girls staying in my suite, even to the point of proposing marriage, saying we could go to India or someplace like that where polygamy is accepted. their proposal, not mine.

It should be the dream of every man but I was no fool; those women loved my miraculous hands, not me. They loved the peace and pleasure they could feel with me, they didn't love who I was... the majority of them didn't so far as now what was my favourite dish, my favourite colour... what teams I supported, if I ever felt sad one day or happy on another.

They didn't care... all they did was place their lusty bodies on a table... and expect me to massage them, regardless of how I felt.

All except Ely. 

I had my doubts with Yasaka, self-induced doubts may I add... the capacity of my mind to not easily trust anyone. But as if she knew... she kept her distance from me. I have known Yasaka for three years and she's never forced me. Sometimes she'd come and spend time with me without asking me to even touch her.

Perhaps her tactful manner was what made me like her so... *cough* aside from her body that is. Then there is the person right behind me, my mom.

Both of them are Reina and Anubis, the latter I haven't shared deeply with. She keeps everything to herself and lets Reina interact with me in every circumstance, but I have been suspicious.

I love my mom with all my heart, but I'm curious about Anubis. 

She doesn't feel as 'artificial' as Horus does. She meddles in my private life, she gives me advice, she cuddles me at night, she gets jealous... but doesn't act upon it. Instead, she makes Reina act. 

"We're still in the bath, Yasaka went down to make breakfast".

The first hunch; her tone.

My pillow talked, I laughed a bit and turned around with slow motions, still enjoying myself in the water and fixing my eyes on her.

It is hard for me to choose who looks sexier. The Japanese Reina or the Egyptian Anubis. She has been using her Japanese self as more of a disguise lately, mom stays in this tanned gorgeous form whenever she's at home with me... I think she's trying to get used to it but I don't want that. I like her two forms so she reluctantly sleeps with me in either of them.

"So those are your feelings" she mumbled with a blush, evading my gaze.

The second hunch; her eyes.

"Yes, I love you in many ways… I'm sorry for not saying anything, I made it harder for you" I confessed to my 'mom' in genuine repent. We both have feelings for each other, but neither of us would act upon them, she more than me... because she's the 'adult' she can't bear to cross that line, even if she desperately wishes that.

No, if I had to make a guess... she was stalling for time, waiting for me to grow up physically into a fine man before she eventually made her move.

But she didn't have that leisure. The threat of Yasaka and Anna is looming, making her more desperate than ever. Tonight was her breakpoint she had to either expose it to Yasaka or suffocate.

I'm glad she did that.

That's why I also made my move and as bad as it makes me feel to tell them they're not my 'favourite' it is better to kill hopes before they grow into delusions. I've never had a harem... but now that I have one, I believe this is the right path.

She hugged me against her chest and shook her head lightly.

"It is me who should apologise… for not saying anything" Her gaze looked so sad.

The third hunch; her nostalgic murmurs. 

"…"

A sad gaze that I couldn't bear to see... so I held her right cheek and planted my lips into hers. It started as pecks, I intended to keep them as pecks and brief exchanges, I didn't want it to be lewd, instead... I wished my feelings were conveyed.

That I know who you are... because no other man has kissed you like I have.

Her eyes shook as she kissed me back and her motions grew in anxiousness. 

"Mom-"

Her tongue snuck inside my mouth, deliberately... and danced along mine like a disciple learning from her master. Her eyes closed and she held the back of my head firmly, pulling me on her body as she leaned on the bath. 

So possessive.

"Uhm~" she moaned in my mouth and one of her hands took mine, she placed it on her right breast and made me clench it, but it wasn't that simple... she directed the motions of my fingers, making me fondle her breast in the exact way she wants to get fondled.

So authoritarian and greedy.

While doing so her other hand fondled my balls... in the exact way she wished to fondle them, for her... this moment between us had to be perfect.

So perfectionist.

"Yes, like that Ray".

She had gotten in a zone of her own with her golden-slitted eyes sending waves into my very soul. The stimulation struck my mind.

The last hunch; her instincts.

My eyes softened and when she opened hers, she was a completely different person... she was 'her'.

"Bad boy, twisting my nipples".

"It is because they're so beautiful".

"Do you like them?"

"I love them"

"Touch them then… suck them if you want".

I didn't even need her approval, before she said so, I was already doing it.

"Are you working today?" I asked as we played one another her eyes twitched for a second before she bit the right side of her lips.

You were never a good liar.

"N-No, I'm working from home today, I-I already told the office".

"Did you speak to Manager Kim?"

"Yes, I told him".

There is no such person as Manager Kim, mom... are you so infatuated with me, that you can no longer hear Reina's voice?

"Then should I stay home too? Though I have things to do" I fumbled and her frown told me everything, she wasn't happy with the idea.

"Where would you go? What's so important?".

"I was planning to go with Yasaka to her shrine and visit Kunou-".

"Stay with me here today".

It wasn't a request, it was a demand.

I couldn't resist the urge to laugh, but I sure did resist the urge to cry.

"Okay".

She seemed to have noticed something when my gaze locked on hers, the fluster began but I wouldn't let her escape. 

"Could I talk to Anubis for a minute?" I requested it was something simple... all she had to do was 'switch' but apprehension filled her instead.

"S-She's listening…"

You didn't switch... you didn't even try to deceive me. Have I tempted you so?~ that you can't even behave like yourself anymore?

I crawled up her body until our lips were so close, that she instinctively plucked them out for me to kiss.

"You're Anubis~"

!!!

"No, I'm Reina. Your mom, your Okasan!".

I licked her neck and pinched her nipples like I would have done to 'her' no, like how she taught me she loved it. She was such a greedy goddess... that whenever I made love to her, she'd personally tell me what she liked and what not, just so I could repeat it and 'serve' her properly every time. 

"Do you think I wouldn't know the difference?"

"Ray, I'm serious!- ahn~"

"You are Anubis"

I said once again, this time sternly... her eyes shook and she evaded my gaze before nodding.

"S-Sorry…"

I didn't want her to feel apologetic, I didn't want her to be sad... all I wanted to do was kiss her.

"Anubis"

"Hmn?"

"You are Elysir... aren't you?"

!!!

"N-No".

She denied it, but her heart palpitating told me everything I needed to know. I bit my lips as endless relief showered my heart like the biggest cascade in the world. A hopping angel in my heart.

"Don't lie to me. The way you kissed me, the way you're moving... the way you're looking at me-"

"I'm not her".

I got mad.

"Stop ly-!"

"I'm Elysir but I'm not her!"

She cried, and shocked me... this is not a lie.

"I'm telling you that I'm not her... I'm sorry for not being her".

There are no lies in there, what does she mean? she's her but she's not? I don't get it.

"Explain to me what's going on".

I held her sobbing self in my arms and she nodded.

"I will tell you everything, Ray".