1 I'm dead

Have you ever wondered what would happen if you got reincarnated into another world? Maybe an anime world? I'm pretty sure you did. I did. We thought that we could be better than the main characters of anime and manga. They are weak. We can be better, we are not so weak etc.

I can only tell you one thing: " I was wrong". If I could go back and meet my past self, I would probably fucking kill him myself. No, wait. Killing myself would reincarnate me. Just some punch and kicks.

Anyway, I died. Don't know how. One day I went to sleep, the other day I was in the hands of some giant aka my mother. I shouldn't have drunk so many energy drinks. Probably that is the reason. I was pretty happy in the beginning, after all I could try everything again, become something better and maybe find something to excel in this new world. So I tried all the things a fanfic/ reincarnation mc would try in this situation.

First thing I did was information collection. My mother and father were japanese. Good thing I did understand some Japanese from my anime addiction. I guess watching more than 1000 anime in english subtitles did something good other than making my school record drop. My mother name was Kurokawa Kaede while my father's name was Hiroshi. Both of them were normal. Average face, average height and all. Just a normal japanese couple. They were and are very gentle with me. Since the time I was born, I've never seen them argue with each other or raise their voice.

My name is Haru like the season I was born. For these who don't know it means I was born in spring. In this life I wanted to become a better version of myself, so I started training. The first step was moving my body as much as I could. I couldn't do very much since I was just an infant. When my mother took me outside two years later, I discovered something about this world. While mother was talking to some lady, I heard that, I listened when she said the name of her daughter's high school. It was Kuoh academy.

The moment I heard that I shivered. Never had I been so happy and scared at the same time. I convinced myself that it was some coincidence, but at the same time just in case I thought that maybe, just in case I was wrong, it would be better trying some energy, magic , ki etc training. It was just some meditation technique found on the internet from some Chinese martial art with a long, very long name that I still don't remember.

And here we are six months later I feel something inside myself, don't know what it is but I feel like it is constantly flowing outside my body ,so I am trying to keep it inside, but it's to difficult. Happiness for being able to use some magical energy, probably ki and dread for my life is what I feel in this moment. Just thinking about it, made me despair.

Stray devil who only think about eating humans are everywhere , devil enslaving humans, gods, angels. Just thinking about it made me shiver.

I honestly felt like my journey ended before starting.