82 Author's Note

Hey guys, I know that I completely went MIA and it took me months to update again and for that I really do apologise.

I don't post updates like this particular one where all you'll be able to read is my author's note but I felt like I owe you guys an explanation and it can't fit in just the note at the end of the chapter.

First of all thank you. Thank you so much for all the love and support you've given me and my story. You guys have no idea how much that meant to me. 

From your comments, reviews, suggestions and constructive criticisms, I love them and they inspire me to improve and push myself. 

When I first started writing this novel it was a way for me to cope through my depression. I was not in a good place mentally, physically and emotionally and writing became my outlet. I never expected that people would actually read and even like what I wrote and this came as a total surprise.

Your words, the love and support I got from everyone helped me push through my struggles and gave me a new purpose. Some of you may think or say that writing this novel isn't all that big of a deal but for me, it meant the world because at the time that I started writing this was the same time that I had to let go of all the dreams I had ever since I was a kid.

Writing was only ever a hobby of mine but when my whole life came crashing it became the only thing I could let my emotions come out on. 

Please know that during the time that I wasn't able to update, I always had this story in my mind and because there were some things that I've been going through the past couple of months, my mind wasn't in the right place to even write. 

It's not like I didn't want to write but it's just that everything I wrote just didn't seem right. 

Yes I know the direction I want the story to go to but I just can't seem to get it there.

I didn't want to just update a chapter haphazardly because I want to maintain the same quality of writing and creativity that I had with the others and I don't want to disappoint any of you. 

I swear that I've read all of you comments and reviews and suggestions and I've taken note of everything and will try to improve on my storytelling and writing as best as I can. 

Now that I'm in a somewhat okay headspace, I will be updating again. As much as I want to keep a regular update schedule, I don't want to make any promises that I can't keep.

I'll update a chapter as soon as I finish one, so updates will be erratic. There may be multiple updates in a day or an update or two in a month but nevertheless I will continue writing. 

Thanks again for everyone's love and support and I hope that everyone keeps safe during this time and be very careful when you go out especially if you're in a quarantine zone like me. 

I love you guys!

Rina <3< p>