40 I'm Here For You

I'm sitting in my office crying while thinking over what happened last night when James walks in and says"I'm Here, Anything you want me to-"then he see's me crying and drops his stuff and runs to me. He asks"What happened?" I look up at him and he has a concerned face and I say"I'm sorry I gave it to you,Well I caused it! I'M SO SORRY!!!" I'm crying as Mika walks in and runs to me saying"I'm here for you..."She looks over at James, who it petting my head and hugging me and whispering helping words to me,and says"WHO ARE YOU??"

After explaining..."I'm Mikasa, but you can call me Mika for short."

I take out my pills from my drawer in front of the two of them and take two then put it back "James can you get me a glass of water,Please" he gets up and walks into the bathroom, Mika asks"Why are you still taking them? I thought you stopped when you got back from college. You said that you forgot about that boy Ten years ago,You lied." James walks in and says "What has she stopped?" I look down at my lap. James come around the desk and opens the drawer to find the pill bottle that reads "Hinita Hanclock : Prozac, Take 4 times a day for depression" James drops the bottle and covers his mouth then asks"When You left me you got depression from it?" I look him in the face and ask "Do you know why I wear long sleeve everything?" he looks confused "Because your cold easily?" I look down at my covered arms and say "Because i attempted four times and I cut all the time" with that i lift up my sleeves and they see me scar and cut filled arms and they gasp.