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I remember the day I come to this world. It was dark gloomy day. Aunt mito at that time was young and new on the motherhood figure thing. So grandmother helped her a lot after all she had the experience and raised both her children and grandchildren.

At first i was in denial and very depressed. No matter how I tried to except my reality and enjoy my regained youth I couldn't. I had children and grandchildren and I loved them dearly .

I wished I had spent more time with them And that I hadn't been the grumpy old man I become later in my life.

When ever I think deeply in my situation and how i am enjoying this life, part of me would think that i am replacing my old family with this one but then gain didn't they forget to at least visit me once , wasn't they enjoying there life and I was left alone rotting on hospital bed.

Sometimes when I look at Grandmother I became jealous. she had her grandchild and great grand children but she also has her own wounds though

Grandma was strong women and I enjoyed my conversation with her. I never bothered to act like child.

It was already hard enough to be a child and never been taking seriously.

Aunt mito taught us what she thought was good and bad. And always tried to teach us the prober attitude. I always followed what she said and gon copied whatever i did or I think he did at that time . To be honest he was the bast child that I have ever seen. He listens to what ever you say to him. He doesn't broke his promises and he is not needy and annoying the way children usually are Except maybe sometimes he is selfish. He was the type of people that knew what they want in life, and went through it even if it cost him and the people around him. And one of the things that I liked about him.

Sometimes when I look at mito I couldn't understand her. I mean why take care the children of someone you despise so much that you told his children he is dad.

Or was she afraid of losing us. Of leaving her and grandma alone just like her parents just like her cousin. I could relate to her fear, her sadness and the horror of been alone. I knew that feeling and more.

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Gon had dream. The dream of becoming hunter and finding his dad.

He wanted to find out why his dad left him and his family alone. Was it that amazing and captivating to be hunter? Was been hunter more enjoyable then to be with the family. Gon must know ,he must become a hunter.

He told his family that he will be leaving for the hunter exam. Aunt mito refused at the beginning and Gon was forced to beg her a lot until she asked him for and impossible task that she thought was impossible for Gon but he had succeeded and now he was allowed to take the hunter exam.

It was a bit unfair the aunt mito didn't ask Carl the same thing but both Gon and aunt mito knew that Carl was strong and a lot more capable then Gon.

Gon took out a knife that his brother gifted him and he loved it. I

His brother was gun fanatic and he tried a lot to teach it to gon and gon even tried to humor him several times but alas gon was still bad with guns .

The smell and the sound effect his senses and it tend to scar animals. But it wasn't same with knives. Knives was different and silent and his brother trained him on how to use it.