3 02

Today's Friday and half day lang kami ngayon since nagkaroon ng emergency. Grade 10's advisers are obliged to cooperate in the said meeting kaya kaagad na silang nagpunta doon at pinauwi na kami. But since wala narin kaming ginagawa ngayon other than practicing and passing of paperworks, the students are allowed to go home earlier kung wala na silang gagawin or they could roam around the school area basta ba wala silang nilalabag na batas. Our school's pretty strict but it could offer this kind of thing to students unlike other schools. During free time especially pag emergency pwedeng maglibot ang mag students sa iba't ibang area ng school, they could go to the library to study or do they paperworks, to the canteens... we have 3 kinds of canteen here may mga food stall din kaya nagmimistulang festival pag minsan ang school, especially pag may occasion, they could also visits the clubs and gardens and others. Marami kaming memories dito ng mga kaibigan ko kaya paniguradong mamimiss ko ang lugar na Ito

Thinking about the sudden news yesterday mas ginusto kong pumasok ngayon kesa naman sa bahay lang ako though wala namang gaanong ginagawa. I don't wanna stay at home thinking they might bombard me with words related to that....thing, mas gugustuhin ko munang lumabas para makapag relax and to rejuvenate my mind 'cause I need it

I'm already thinking of a plan but it's still flawed lalo na dahil hindi ko pa kilala kung sino ang lalaki. My first plan is to visit the guy and told him I'm pregnant! And that I could just lie about it to my friends and fake my blood and just tell them na nakunan ako, but then again it's too flawed! First of all wala akong pinapakitang signs na buntis nga ako, plus, I never went to a drug store to buy those pregnancy test thing mas lalong wala akong paper from our family doctor na siyang magsasabing buntis nga ako! So yeah so flawed! Busit na pag iisip yan. I haven't came up for plan B, pwede ko rin namang umpisahan ang plan A but it's too risky, baka mamaya makarating pa sa media ang pagpapanggap ko, it's too risky, I can't let my pride do the work to just disappoint my family with a nonsense shit, lalo na't alam nilang ayoko sa mga lalaki, it'll only make them question me and would probably not believe it

Ngayon na natapos kona lahat at wala nakong gagawin I took my phone out as I walk to the corridors, might as well call the girls to meet them para narin ma divert yung utak ko sa kakaisip dun sa bagay na yon. Ganon nga ang ginawa ko, buti nalang at walang tao ngayon sa corridor ng first floor mas malaya akong nakakapag isip ng kung ano ano

I was about to make a call when I saw Shane walking towards my direction.

Parang ang layo ng iniisip niya't di niya ko namalaya't nilagpasan ako, she's been uttering some words I can't clearly hear, weirded out I called her

"Ahhhhh...Shane?" But she didn't heard me. Is she that occupied? I look at her as she goes on. Nairita kaagad ako for whatever was the reason is

"Shane!" This time hinila ko ang kamay niya at hinarap siya saken. Startled by my sudden move hinawi niya ang kamay niya sakin kaya napakunot ang noo ko sa ginawa niya. Problema neto?

"Huy! kailan kapa diyan?" Tanong niya ignoring my irritated face. So hindi niya nga ako napansin

She's so obvious na natataranta siya! Did Something happened? Of course there should be! But whatever that was nagpatay malisya ako. I act like I didn't noticed kung gaano siya kataranta, something's up and I need to find that out soon

My God! Pinagpapawisan siya! did I intimidate her? She's breathing heavily! scared that she might faint pinutol ko ang tingin ko sa kanya

"Ahhh... kanina pa" nanlaki ang mga mata niya sa sagot ko "tinawag kita kasi nilagpasan moko pero... you didn't heard m-

"Did you heard what I just said a while ago?" She cut me off. So something's really up huh? Mas lalo lang lumalaki ang kuryosidad ko

"Clearly, No. you're talking to yourself pa'no kita maiintindihan?" Pagkasabi ko non para siyang nabunutan ng tinik kaya napakunot noo ako. I opened my mouth as I was about to speak again pero inunahan niya ako

"Kumain kana? Tara hanapin natin sila Zoe!" And... she changed the topic. Tumango nalang ako atsaka niya 'ko hinigit palabas ng school. Kala mo makakatakas ka sakin ha? May araw karin sakin'g Shania ka! What was up with her? She's so damn weird

Saktong pagkalabas namin natanaw na namin sina Zoe

"Sam! Shane!" Kaway ni Lily

I smiled at them and run towards them

"Sinong uuwi?" Tanong kaagad ni Deb

"No one" I chuckled and smiled cutely at them

"Great!" Ani naman ni Zoe "I still don't wanna go home eh. Nakakapagod mag artista. Push pa rin ba 'yung training mo Lily?" Baling niya kay Lily

"Hmm" Lily pout and thought for some while before she shrugged. We all sighed in failure of thinking she might answer

"Ngina mo, pinag hintay mo pa kami, wala karin namang palang sasabihin" Naiinis na sabi ni Deb sakanya

"Van might not want me to" she shrugged again

"Aba! at bakit? Hawak ba ni Van kapalaran mo ha?" Masungit na tanong ni Deb

"Well... yeah! Siya magiging asawa ko. I wanted to give him all my time" Sagot naman ni Lily

"Van doesn't like you. 1st anniversary na ngayon ng 1st of 365th rejection mo from Van" singit ko as I look at my phone at nakumpirmang ngayon nga ang araw na iyon

Ngumiwi si Lily "come on Sam. It's not like I court him for 365 days straight" aniya

"Lily you idiot! You don't court a man!, the man court you" pagpapaala ni Deb

"Ehhh, gusto ko eh" Sagot ni Lily "and I just don't like him. I'm pretty sure what I have for him is Love" na siyang nagpairap kay Deb

We were about to go to a cafe near our school but since malaki ang discount nila to celebrate it's anniversary puno ang cafe. So we decided to just hang out under the Chico tree located near the school, may mga wooden seats don partnered with a wooden table. Mahangin din, it will satisfy us all

Umalis sina Lily at Deb para bumili ng snacks sa 7/11 'di kalayuan kung nasaan kami. While waiting I couldn't help but look at Shane curiously, when she saw me staring kaagad niyang iniwas ang tingin niya. Hell Yeah she avoiding to look at me! I can't help but smirked on my own, lulutuin kita sa mga tanong ko Shane, just so you wait

We started eating our snacks, nakikinig ako sa kwentuhan nila about Lily's little white lies

I'm drinking water from my bottled water when Deb speaked

"You lied to us?!" Tanong ni deb kay Lily

Shit!

Nabulunan ako kaya napahinto ang lahat, agad naman akong inabutan ni Zoe ng tissue at hinagod ang likod ko

"Ayos ka lang?" Zoe asked softly, tumango ako

"Alam mo Deb. Hula ko ikaw makakapatay dito kay Sam" sabi ni Lily as she went to me para aluhin na rin ako

Pabirong sinasabunutan ni Deb si Lily "alam mo Lily ang dami mong alam. Hulaan mona rin kaya kailan ka mamatay para mahanda kona kabaong mo" Lily laughed at her reaction

"Ayos kana?" Tanong ni Deb sa'kin "Sorry ahh, kasalanan mo to Lily, kung 'di ka sana nagsinungaling...." hahablutin sana ulit ni Deb ang buhok ni Lily pero natatawa itong umiwas at tumayo

"Ikaw Deb ha! Ako nalang lagi nakikita mo!" Si Lily

"Pasalamat ka nga't nakikita pa kita sa liit mong yan" sabi ni Deb kaya natawa kaming lahat habang busangot na umupo si Lily

"Don't mind the dwarf next to me. You have to change" Ani ni Deb

"Ako, hindi mo ba sasabihin saking magpalit din ako?" Lily asked cutely

"Manahimik ka! Ayos ka lang"

"Grabe! Hoy pinsan mo din ako no!"

"Who you?" Biro sakanya ni Deb

What's Deb reaction might probably the same if I lied. In our circle, we always tend to tell the truth kaya na g-guilty and I just can't help it but say it. They deserve to know it, alam ko namang hindi nila ako bibiguin

Habang nagbibiruan sila naisip ko bigla na these people are my girls and they deserve to know what's happening in my life and I trust them enough to share such private information. They don't have to help me, basta ba andiyan lang sila okay na sa akin. I'm betting my trust that they won't leak this

"May sasabihin ako" pursigido ko sabay tayo. Tumingin silang lahat sa akin

"Ano yon?" Tanong ni Zoe

"Guys. I'm engaged" oh god! I just can't believe I spit out the words I hated the most! Arghh

By saying that biglang nabuga ni Deb ang juice niya from her mouth to Lily, napaawang ang bibig ni Shane habang si Zoe nabitawan niya ang phone niya at napatayo siya

"YOU'RE WHAT?!?"