7 No Emotion

My Hair was done, my contacts were in, and my soul was leaving my body. My blue wig was in a high bun, two strands of hair sticking out, stood in a sun dress a blue one with, white flowers. My eyes were now green, as the stem of a flower. My Brother had walked into the bathroom while Clarity put in earings. "You look so beautiful, Kaina".

"Thank you", I whispered in a solemn tone.

I looked away from him and looked down. He lifted my chin and whispered "I mean it, you'll do great".

Clarity walked me outside an into the car wearing sunglasses and red lipstick. My brother watched us through the window, smilling, smilling like a maniac.

Clarity drove out of the driveway, I then asked "Where do I meet him? Do I tell him my real name or----

"Listen,Your name is Skylar line you meet him at a bar, he's the local bar tender his name is Callen, Callen Walker. You'll have a few shots, using a fake ID. You talk about how shitty your day was and you stay late and you leave with him, , you seduce him---fuck him. Write down his address earn his trust then he'll meet your brother and his Wife Bella(Clarity).

That day you lock the door, and you sit and you watch, it's the ultimate betrayal".

We sat in silence as I felt numb on the inside for I couldn't bring my self to do that even to a person who did such horrible things. I was practically shaking in my high heel boots.

I then asked "So how did you feel when that baby pulled out of you was stabbed to death right in front of your eyes, Clarity"?

She gave me a chilling smile " It was premature anyways, but all that mattered was Khristen by my side, at least I had his baby inside my tummy for a little while".

Not a hint of sadness was in her voice, only the fact that she did what he wanted made her happy. Clarity then pulled up to the Bar, I looked at her when the car stopped and she smiled "Here's a Burner Phone, I'll be watching", she exclaimed.

I took a deep breath and stepped out of the car. Clarity watched me as I entered the building. As I opened the door, I was greeted with Music loud enough to make me deaf, and the Guys were either fighting drunk, or flirting with girls, I then set eyes on the bartender. I walked complete inside and sat down on a really high chair. "Tequila".

He smiled at me "Really? Tequila, are you sure? What if I can satisfy you with a Light Mamosa".

I smiled back at him "Tequilla, I um had a rough day at school...

"College"? He asked.

"Yeah, The Professor is going to fail me.just because I won't sleep with him".

The look on his face made me wonder what type of man he was now I continued "....I'm Sorry am I spilling too much Tea, but I'll just take two shots of Tequila ".

"Oh no, I hear things all the time, it's part of the job, but why don't you just transfer".

"My Brother is here and he's the only family I have, I have to take care of him, I can't just leave him even though he has these really bad habits".

He handed me two shots of Tequilla "Well, Is he Disabled".

"No".

"The follow your heart, especially if it's best for you".

"Two more shots, please".

"Yeah, coming right up".

Just then a man had sat next to me , as the bartender poured my two shots of tequila , the man spoke "I'll pay for her".

"No, I'm good", I answered immediately.

"Relax, I said I'd pay for you".

"I'm good, would you not".

"I'm paying end of conversation ", he raised his voice at me.

The Bartender looked at me and he was silent , until the man who offered to pay put his hands on my thigh, he started to lean over , trying to kiss me . My body was frozen until I felt his hands come closer to my vagina .

I looked at the bartender and mouthed the words "Help me".

Tears starting to come down my face.

"Man, stop what your doing to her, that's not cool".

He laughed and continued, I tried to move but he followed me. He grabbed my arm and took me to the corner where the bathroom was, pressing his crotch against me , I sobbed . Then the Bartender dropped a glass and punched him, right off of me. I started to cry some more and he hugged me "Your okay, okay, just go home".

"I don't have a ride", I sobbed.

"Hold on, I'll call an Uber".

"No".

"What"?

"I'd rather drink".

He looked at me as if I was crazy, "Fine".

I'd drink and drink and drink till I passed out on the counter.

I only heard voices in slow-mo, and everything I saw was in slow-mo. Next think I know I was in a car, in a bed, and in a bedroom .

My eyes opened , only to see a dim bed room, door opened, no man in site. My clothes remained on my body. I looked to my left and saw pictures of my brother and him back in highschool, I looked to my right and saw pictures of a girl on the wall and himself with the girl. I jumped out of the bed and ran down the hallway to see, the Bartender making pancakes and Waffles , he didn't even look at me and said "Your Awake".

"Yeah, um..."

"I'm sorry I brought you here, I didn't wanna leave you in the bar by yourself and guys can be vicious. I didn't know where you lived, so I couldn't call an uber, this was the best thing"

."How'd you get that black eye".

"That guy, uh the one that was all over you tried to fight me when I was putting you into my car, he managed to get one punch in, and I manged to leave him bleeding in the parking lot before we left, because I don't play games , my girlfriend, she got raped just from being drunk at a bar, she's pregnant now, and she won't agree to an abortion, it's bullshit"! He yelled.

He looked at my face expression as he banged his arms on the stove "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you".

"No, no you saved me, thank you for being there".

I hugged him, and he hugged back, stroking my hair, he then started to cry a little. As I started letting go he looked into my eyes and whispered "Your beautiful, you know" .

He pressed my lips against his and pinned me on the floor just then the door bell had rung, he got off of me but starred at me for a brief second "I'm sorry".

He then answered the door only to see my Brother smilling, staring right through his eyes.