4 For it's Painful to see the ones you love die

The beautiful yet painful, most blinding rays of the sun woke me up, It wasn't the tv my brother was watching in the kitchen while cooking, and it wasn't my stitches, it was the sun that pained me. For when I looked up at the sun, I would have the best days of my life. "You're awake", Clarity said as she walked into the room. Kristen looks at me, then he picks up the remote control and turned the Tv off, and hears a beeping sound, which was the sound of the waffle maker. "Hey! why'd you turn the TV off"? Kristen gave her a look as he was chopping tomatoes, and it hit me that I didn't even ask why Clarity was here, but I learned not to ask questions since that Syringe was shot into my arm and when I got stitches when he wasn't even mad. Kristen turned the TV back on and turned the volume on max

" I'm standing here on 267 Roselane Blvd, the house where 17-year-old Kaina Brand, and 18-year-old, Kristen Brand, have gone missing, and as for their Parents, Katcina Brand, according to police, has been found murdered, the object used for the murder was a 12-inch blade knife, Katcina was stabbed repeatedly, 15 times. As for the father, Sine Brand, had suffered tremendous injuries, to the back of his head by a blunt object, Sine, miraculously survived, he is in a medically induced coma, he is expected to survive to tell his story, as for Kaina and Kristen, the police are tracking their very location, this is Lola Zine for CHN news, please keep on the lookout if you see-"

He turned the Tv off as I cried silently, " Oh, I'm so proud of you, babe", Clarity yelled and hugged him, with a knife still in his hand. He pushed her away, the threw the knife on the floor, and then brushed all the plates off the counter to the floor then yelled: "God Damnit! Damnit, Damnit, that fucking cunt"!

He breathed heavily, as I silently cried, he had his back to the counter, then he calmed down "Clarity, you have a place near here, yeah"? She nodded silently, and he replied calmly but firmly: " By 3 o clock, we leave, I have wigs and clarity you make it look legit, also you also do our makeup, k"?

He looked over at me and immediately ran over, he sat on the couch, as I cried on his chest, and he stroked my hair. I moved away from him, and whimpered then said: "Why, momma, just why"?

" Look, s-she was drunk, she started bothering me about my sexuality and she asked me why and I-I told her. She freaked out, and she started talking about you wishing you had been sent to a foster home, or when you were born you should of went to an adoption agency, and as for me, she said she'd rather have my life exchanged for Kite. We were in a kitchen and she started cussing, So I-I opened the closet for dad's hunting knives, and I stabbed her, I took dad's knife, as he woke up from the commotion, I took the knife and stabbed him several times in several areas, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry".

I started crying again and sobbing, then he held me again, then raised my left arm looking at my stitches. he hugged me, kissing my forehead, over and over. While Clarity packed all things as soon, she was told, for she didn't want to see her beloved touch another woman but a man. Kristen sat me down on the couch and whispered: "You're meeting him today, I'll tell you everything later, and remember I really do love you". I straightened my legs on the couch and turned over, my brother stroked my hair and sung a song for me, one that I loved when I was little. He sung it in Japanese as he had passed his classes with an A+, as he sang, Clarity moved in and out and after that she smiled at my brother and said " Your makeup first", he got up and kissed my forehead, he left, it took about 30 mins, but my brother came out with black hair instead of blond and green eyes instead of blue, he only had his hair dyed, he had worn contacts, the make- up made him look manlier then usually, ironically. As for me Clarity, brung me to the bathroom, she closed the door then sat me in a chair in front of the mirror, " I found you the perfect wig". It was a long blue wig, but first, she braided my hair with french braids then she put bobby pins at the end. She then put the wig on putting the wig combs in the back of my hair, it hurt, then she gave me green contacts to put on, and did my make up, including false eyelashes and an eyeliner wing, she put so much pink eyeshadow on me and blush. She smiled and said " Whah-lah".

She walked me out of the bathroom, to the living room where my brother was sitting on the counter. He gave me a huge smile and said: "You're beautiful, so beautiful, ah I got the car running, let's hurry,k?"

Clarity followed as she called Shotgun, the house was empty, except for all the furniture and she turned off the lights.

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She smiled as she looked at Kristen the entire time, he looked back at me saying that I'd be glad to meet him and that he had his apartment number. Clarity tapped Kristen's shoulder and whispered something to him, and he replied with " I wouldn't be ready for that".

She started to cry, saying she's helped him. Then he argued with her and she finally yelled something that caught my attention " I'm Pregnant".

He hit the breaks after turning to the side of the road.

"Well its not mine", he yelled.

She started crying and yelled back" We had sex, 2 months before you got raped, it's yours, and I know it, did you think I was bloated when I had sex with you last night cause, it's no other man's child but yours".

He smacked her face and she passed out, my brother started heavily breathing. Then looked back at me and whispered "Shush".