5 Chapter 5

"Hello" —> speaking

«Hello» —> thoughts

«Boring… soooo boring. Why do I have to stay in this room?»

Whoever wrote in Fan-fiction that you could unlock at an young age your magical core or something like that and start to learn magic… was HORRIBLY WRONG!

«I don't feel my magic or Chakra or some other energy/power. Have I done something wrong?»

After being born and seeing his own mother die, Hoshi Nakamura was for the first weeks in the hospitals for observation. After some time he was transported into an Orphanage, the Rose Orphanage.

«From what I heard, I should be somewhere in Japan. But where exactly? In Kouh, Kyoto…?»

*click* "Ahh… you woke up. Young Mister, you sleep so long!"

«Sorry for sleeping so long… (-_-), what should I do else? Screaming!»

"Don't look at me like that, you are always so silent. No screaming at the night. Only when you are really Hungry…"

«I'm mentally not an Baby!»

"But you have really Beautiful eyes and Hair! When you become older the Girls will swarm you. ^-^"

«Ahh yes… my Eyes and Hair. Golden eyes and Black hair. The golden eyes probably from my father and the black hair from my Mother, silky black hair.»

"You should become hungry right? Here some Milk, let this big sister feed you!"

«Big sister?! Your 48! Shouldn't you say Old Grandma… tch…»

"Have you though about something bad, Hoshi -K-U-N?"

«S… scary!!!»

"Haaaa… sometimes I think like I speaking with an older child. You look like you under stand everything that I say, but that's impossible right?"

«Yeah…. Impossible. Damn this milk is good… paaah»

"Stay here my little star… I have to look after the other rascals…"

«Yeah… yeah. That was sister Rosalin. The director and founder of the Orphanage . She named it after herself and her real sister…or so I heard. Rosalin = Rose Orphanage. She is deeply religious, but from my observations she knows nothing about the supernatural ...

Maybe I should once again try to reach my core. I want to learn magic!!!"

Going into himself… or rather closing his eyes and trying to relax Hoshi sees nothingness. Everything is black, like some kind of Void.

1 Minute later

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«Ahhhh… nothing!!! Why can't I feel something!!! Ok Hoshi… let start anew… what do you now absolut Magic?»

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«Fuc*… I now as good as nothing about it…. Neeeee god!!! Help me out here!!»

*silence*

«haaaa… ok Magic is an no go for now, the only thing I now about magic is the knowledge of how children in Harry Potter unlock their magic themself. What else could I do?

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Maybe Chakra? Chakra is the energy of the nature… Youkai use it…»

Once again Hoshi closes his eyes and tries to feel something, but this time he tries to concentrate on the surroundings and the wind from the outer side of the windows…

and again he feels nothing…

«Haaa… it's makes no sense. I should find late Ron somebody who can help me. The only thing that I can do now is trying to become more knowledgeable and strengthen my Body. Maybe I could learn later on how to wield an sword… or jump like an Ninja from tree to tree and throw kunai or shuriken!

But for now I have to wait…»

And so 4 years passed till Hoshi meet….