1 Same old hell

Dear diary,

I had seizures AGAIN. As you know i've been having this shit since birth. Shaking and feeling so much pain but cant do anything about it at the same time, you know how fuck is that? bet you wouldn't you're just a piece paper and cardboard. I was just trying to reach that dress that i hung, i used the chair to step on then i fell and that's it! and voila!

What Am I? A glass? Why Am I so fragile and vulnerable? from a simple scratch, fall, hit, shock or even a hard poop! im having seizures!!! like, why? why do i have to experience this? why me?

diary, why?

I just want to be normal. and.. happy?

- redd