1 Stupid bullshit

Hi! Let's just skip all that long story about who I am and whatsoever, I'm just one heck of a basic teenage girl who doesn't know what to do with her life! I have one super annoying little brother who is getting to his teenage years and my parents are still together, well for now. I can't really complain, but when the only reason that they're still together is because they share two kids. That's not really the best feeling, if you know what I mean. They used to be so in love that I was almost and only almost a little bit jealous of that feeling, then now there's nothing! What ever that was feels like a dream to me now and who knows maybe it was only a dream.

So today I had a headache and It's the absolute worst! My mind was wandering around the room and I couldn't take it anymore. My nerves where absolutely horrible with all this stress that the world is bringing to me. My friend was sitting beside me and looking at me with that look. That look that everyone is giving me. The look of pity. I would be lying if I said that I'm fine. Fine with whatever they thought about me. Fine with whatever is going around in the air. But I'm not, I hate this!

After a while and this hell of a school ends. I sat on my bike and sigh, soon riding it home. I got home and just like always was my stupid little brother home, that brother of mine that all of the time, acts like a fricking girl on her period. Don't get me wrong I'm a girl too. But whatever is going on in this so called brother of mines head is a deep secret to me. So basically speaking making an double cheese sandwich with tropical juice is not enough to calm him down. I hate how he fricking wants to play stupid games with me one minute and fricking hate on me the other minute. And I thought that I was the one who changed her mind real quick.

Now I'm sitting on my bed and wondering where the f I went wrong. So by the time that my parents got home I was in my bed sleeping. I didn't even hear when they opened the door and that's not like me at all. My mom walked in my room and as she waked me up, we had a talk. Talk about how my fricking head is in a piece of shit state. So basically my headache is getting worse by every day and my focus is slaking of. I'm the absolute worst right? I feel my grades dropping and they where already bad as it was. Well just fine! This bullshit is fricking awesome! Please applaud to the show because I'm an absolute disappointment to everyone around me!

Well don't get me wrong! I'm not going to go around and take drugs just because it's getting a little bit bad, because that's what would be the most sad. No, instead, now I'm just going to wait and see what will be coming next for me. Well It's not so bad, the way this is going I will probably stay home tomorrow and tomorrow is Friday. Friday: in the day time an total torture but on the night time it's the best night 'ever'. In the morning you're all sad and want to go home but in the night you can party all night long because after Friday comes the best day in the weekend, Saturday!

So stay turned and don't let the demons drag you under the bed before sleep! Good night!