9 Broke Up?

Dear diary,

Its been a week since the Walters family have been living with us. Things have become quite awkward. Roland and Goldie seem to be either ignoring or avoiding me. I can't be sure.

But that isn't really the weird part, I think, Roland and Goldie have broken up. I'm not sure and do not want to seem like a gossip but, I've been observing them for quite a while and they don't seem to be on speaking terms, its weird that I hardly see them look each other in the eye.

Not that I care.....ok maybe I do. It is definitely good if they break up, I feel Roland deserves better. Goldie isn't right for him.

I remember my time in the Village, life was so much easier then. Mr Thomas makes me scared every single day. I have decided to ask my mother about him. I just really have to know why he treats me different from all of his children. I know I was not the ideal child when I was younger but I know that I'm better now, I know I'm no longer as stubborn as I was before but then, what is his problem?

John has been avoiding me as well, I think my mom has something to do with it.

I accidentally overheard a conversation between them yesterday,

Mom was arguing with John over something I didn't completely hear but, do remember hearing mom telling John to stay away from me. I don't know why she would tell him to do something like that.

It was confusing, I left immediately . I didn't want them to know I was right there.

I'm worried, why is my mom telling my brother to stay away from me?

I'm really confused. I will definitely ask mom about everything tomorrow, I have to.

My life is just getting unbearable with all these secrets and Mr Thomas....I can't help but feel tired. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I can't help it, why won't my own father even look me in the eye? why does he treat me like dirt?

The only person I thought I had.....he is now avoiding me, like a plague.

It hurts....it hurts so much.

~Don't ask me about love.....I have no experience.