21 Life isn't fair

Xavier's pov~

I was relaxed after I saw her laughing and enjoying with her friends. After Raven told me that she was not going to school after the night incident I was worried sick for her. I asked Raven a few times to call her but she didn't respond.

Also, I had to take care of the men who saw her with me. Dad was back and I can't risk letting him know about her. He can possibly threaten or worse hurt her. Now I was just hoping that she doesn't do anything stupid that get her in trouble.

These nights I have spent like my whole body was on fire. I wanted to see her. I wanted to make sure she was fine but I couldn't. For the second time in my life I felt helpless.

She has casted some kind of spell on me.

I just can't get rid of her!

Dylan told me that some ice-cream stuff can lessen the stress and anxiety so they took me to some popular ice cream parlor and I did what they said because nothing else was helping. First time I was grateful for something they did to me because I saw her there.

She was standing outside with her friends laughing at something. I noticed there was ice cream on her cheeks and neck. Suddenly I had this urge to lick it off her.

I tried to feel my fingers from which I touched her face but all I felt was rough skin against each other.

I felt a sudden joy and energy filling up my body after I saw her.

Maybe she was my cure? 

Raven walked towards her and I immediately turned my body pretending to be busy on the phone.

I can't face her.

I was not paying attention to the conversation but when Alex raised his voice at her my body reacted before me knowing it and I was marching towards them.

There was a time when I had pity for him but after I saw him closely, there is an unmistakable image of his father in him. He is just like him. The thought of his father fueled my anger more and soon I was standing in front of him ready to break his stupid face.

But she stepped between us pushing me. She was protecting him. My heart wrenched at the thought that she would never do this for me.

I don't deserve it either!

Unknown of my emotions she insulted me again, her eyes throwing pure hatred at me. I didn't say anything in return. If it would have been anyone else they would have been dead until now.

No one except her can dare to do this.

She left and I was standing there watching her go away. I had never thought a little girl would make me this weak. She is creeping up the walls I spent my whole life building.

It isn't fair...

Life isn't fair...