Me and Ari both go for parlour and they did good job if I said.. we spend our half of day to there.. Making look better than before.. and I do look change before the way I use to be..
It is look good.. I do like it.. I am looking no more kid.. I am look like woman.. the way they done my eyebrows my hair.. my eyes.. it's shining more than before.. they did apply make-up to my face.. and I do look older than I use to be..
I don't look like kid anymore.. the girl who's so shy.. and innocent. It's not look like innocent and shy anymore.. she is looking hot and attractive beautiful girl..
Me and Ari both left for home... Before we get in house.. Ari look at me.. I know she want to say something..
" Better be come alone.. i already done lot for sake of our parents.. now do your journey in your own.. " she said to me..
" But our parents.." I before said she cut me off..
" You are smarter than I know.. I know you do get better excuse why you come alone.. don't wait for me.. and don't make us wait.. understand..." She said arrogantly.. and leave me..
After this conversation.. I thought that.. better start book the cab.. no matter what.. I know she will already do like this.. and I am not going to be mad about this to her.. she hate me.. and I am okky with it..
I just don't want that our family know that what is really going on..
I get in my bedroom.. and than stop front of my bed.. I do look cute.. I do like my new look.. but it's not that much I like myself the way I use to be.. that time I don't care about how I am looking how I am dressing cloths.. who going to look at me.. judge me.. I never thought all of this before.. but now I am..
I quickly change my mind.. and started to freshnup.. I don't want to be late for today.. already whole day I west on time in parlour..
When I come after getting shower.. I look at myself.. and than smile at me.. today's my birthday.. if this announcement never happened.. I do look like happy girl ever..
I don't do make-up.. but now I am doing it.. thank god mom dad do want to arrange for us someone to make us beautiful.. but I told we will be come with our own.. we don't need to be more dress up.. I know it is important think to them.. but still I want everyone to see me real me.. not that girl.. who's with too much make over..
I did apply some maskara.. and thna eyeliner compact powder.. and I do some of thinks which we normal do.. and trust me.. it is look good on me.. and than after looking at myself.. I think I am look presentable.. and not look show up that I think so.. it's better and best..
When I open my closet to check what type of dress they buy for me.. I am so excited to see it.. I hope it did look good on me.. I know my and Aris size is same.. so whatever she will buy same gose to me too.. and we both will be look same.. so yeah.. there is nothing to be that think about it.. after end the end we both twin going to be shine..
When I open the warp of box.. and grab dress. And see to the mirror.. that how's the dress is.. and trust me.. I am stunned.. is this dress I am going to wear.. I mean seriously..
This dress more look like sult dress.. this dress mom as Ari chose me to wear.. seriously.. when they told me that it's big Ball.. I thought we will be wear some decent wear.. I still feel that they did prank on me..
I did deal moms number and call her.. better to again ask her again.. is this dress I have to wear.. I mean did she agree on this.. I know my mom is fashion artist she do know more than me.. but still.. after four or fifth ring she idd answer my call..
" Hyy darling.. you guys reached.." she ask me questions.. after that I see that watch.. damn it I am already late.. but it is still important for me to talk to her..
" No mom.. it's just.. I want to ask you something.." I tell her..
" Yeah baby.. and what you mean you still not reach.. guests are already arrived come fast baby..." Mom said to me..
" Mom I get it.. I will be there as fast I can.. I just want to ask you that.. is this dress I have to wear it.. is you chose for me.." I ask her..
" What type of question you are asking lena.. " she said to me..
" Mom I am saying that the dres.." before I said to her someone come and call her.. and our conversation end it her..
" Lena.. baby I don't know what you are saying.. people are waiting for you guys.. so better come fast.. don't make us wait.. I gatta go.. your dad need my help.. " she siad. And call go dead end.. and I just still stood there.. confused.. should I have to wear this dres.. or I can wear somthing els.. but I don't have any other dress or I don't have time to go to mall and but something in this last movement..
I am not that shopping lover.. and my sister and mom know very well about this.. maybe Ari also wear this type of dress just like me.. Ari dont mind to wear this type of dres.. who show more body than cloths..
I know this dress also will be expansive no doubts.. but still is this dress is best to wear it for tonight.. when it's big even today.. what will they think..
I do Westin more time to thinking about it.. I after that done thinking and wear this dress. Whatever going to happen we will see there.. for now big thing is I have to go there and reached there..
I didn't think more and wear that dres.. that everything show it.. my stomach my breast.. I do feel uncomfortable here. Even my thing.. it's more than bikini if I said it..
It's long golden dress.. it is look beautiful if I said.. but it's show so much.. it is backless.. my back is showing.. they way this dress is designed.. I feel like I am standing nake front of my mirror..
After one last time looking at myself.. I grab my purse and than mobile I walk to downstairs..
I did book cab.. and cab will be here anymore.. I already feel uncomfortable in this dress.. hope all go well.. even Ari also already left.. I feel left alone..
When my cab come.. the driver look at me with lusty eyes.. I want to kill him the way he look at me.. but I try my best to ignore him..
Dad did call me twice to ask me where I am.. all are already waiting for me.. I did tell them I am on my way coming.. and trust me.. it is late.. I hope they not going to mad about this..
When I reached there.. my phobia come back.. I stood there and thinking should I go or not.. what will all think.. I don't want to go.. no I can't.. I turn Around and wanted to go back home.. than again mom Number show in my cell phone.. I know she is waiting for me.. I did answer her call..
" Yes mom..." I said to her nervously..
" Where are you hun.. we are waiting for you.." she said to me.. I know she is already worried album me..
" Mom I already reached I am on my way to main gate.. " I told her.. and again take U- turned and enter there..
" You better come fast.. and don't worry hun.. we all are with you.. there is nothing to scred about this.. all are waiting for you my child.. " she said to me.. I know they all are with me.. there is nothing to be nervous about it.. but I don't know how to handle myself about it..
" I know mom.. but you do know that.. I am not socialist person... " I tell her..
" Baby you are handling your dad business.. you are going to be next businesswoman there is nothing to be nervous.. it is your first step to prove that.. you are our blood.. " she said to me.. and that do make me feel strong..
I did enter.. than everyone's eyes lean on me.. and I did blush like hell.. my face all gone red red.. damn it.. now I feel like again go back to my home and sleep..
" Lena.. what are you wearing..." Mom said.. and her change.. and my eyes find her.. where is my mom.. and than when my eyes meet my mom.. she is look shock.. the way I am.. she did come to me.. and medelline and Lucy also join her..
I do walk to her.. cut the call.. and meet them..
" What are you wearing..." Mom ask me again..
" That's what I ask you earlier when I call you.. but you didn't listen to me.." I tell her..
" It's not the dress which I selected for you.." mom said to me irriratingly..
" Don't worry she do look beautiful more like woman with attitude.. I am impressed.." Medellin said..
" Maddy.. she is still kid.. " mom protest her..
" She is 18th.. " and they both are Argument about it..
" Girls.. we are in public.. better not start here.." Lucy said and they again look at us.. Lucy come to me.. and hug me..
" Happy birthday my child.. " she said to me.. and I did hug her back..
" Thank you Lucy.. " I tell her..
" Where is Ari.. I know it's her.. " mom said and I know she did get mad about it..
" Mom its okky.. " I tell her.. and mom did sigh.. and nodded with her head..
" Ohh my god.. it's our lena.. or Ari.. " keyden come and join us.. and i do look at them.. I do feel little embarrassed I feel like I am nake standing front of them..
" It's your favourite girl.. " mom said to them.. they do look at me.. with suprise..
" Well you do look so much bold.. but beautiful.. this look make us different but good one.." keyden said.. and i know I am look like sult. Better be try to left this party as fast as I can..
" Lena.." Michelle come to me.. and hug me..
" Are you okky.." he ask me.. I am not.. I want to tell him but I didn't said to him anything.. I can't..
" Lena... Is that you.." Noah come with our friends.. all are look at me.. and surprise yeahh they will be.. never accepted me like this..
" You look..." Mia said.. she don't have answers about it..
" Hot.. you look hot..." Nathan complete her.. but I know it's not true..
Noah did come and hug me..
" He is right.. you look hot.. " Noah said to me.. broking hug..
" Heyy guys..." And than we are interrupted by my sister.. I do look away from Noah and loook at her.. she look like Princess.. perfect daughter to them.. I do get it by when she look at me and smrike at me.. that it's her idea to look sult front of everyone..
If she think that for doing all this.. she will be happy and I will be like this in my whole life so she got what she want.. I don't mind it to take all insulte..
" You look Princess Ari.. it's suite you perfectly.." Lucy said to her.. and medelline also give her best compliment.. and she is happy.. looking at her happy that makes me too happy.. and I did give her smile.. 6bit she don't like it.. I know she want to hurt me.. embberse me front of her.. and show them she is best child to our family than I will be do it for her.. I don' mind in that..