43 The Night Of Engagement { 1 }

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"Ryan, honey," mom said, "How could you?"

"I don't want to and I told you that the Night of Engagement should be held back!" I said, rolling over on the itchy, guestroom, bed.

"Jason, please, I beg you." She said.

I ignored her.

Then, there was a pause.

"Is this what you want to do to me?" she asked me, "And why do you want the Night of Engagement to be held back? It's too late already; everyone is coming to see the sweet, cute – looking couple that they have been hearing about."

I threw the quilt over my head.

"This is the moment where they could finally see you and Jennifer together."

My stomach twisted as my mom said Jennifer's name.

"You can always talk to me if there is a problem."

Memories of the fight flashed through my mind and anger rose through me.

'WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?' Ryder, my wolf asked me.

'I don't know', I said.

'I BET SHE WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU.' I didn't answer him.

"No, everything is fine." I said, running my hand through my hair.

"Then, why did you drink last night? And you didn't come home until 4:47 in the morning!"

"Oh, it's nothing, I just haven't been drinking for a while." I said, like it was no big deal.

But, last night I almost end up hooking up with someone.

I run my hand through my hair one more time; my life had really changed since I've met Jennifer.

I use to party every other Saturday and drink every Friday and possibly hook up with someone.

"Honey, that's not an excuse, how can you explain about coming home at nearly 5 in the morning? You couldn'thave been drinking that long."

I sat up in annoyance.

"Look, mom, stop questioning me. I know what I am doing and I said I don't want the Night of Engagement too early. Anyways, we need more time together." I said.

"No, you don't, you were perfectly fine, until yesterday you just left out of nowhere." She walked passing the door frame. I sighed in annoyance again.

"Just tell me what is happening and I will try to solve it."

I hesitated. "I don't know, we just fought last night."

"Well, what you can do is apologize to her, even though it was not entirely your fault."

"But she kissed James." I said, holding my fist.

I don't know why I was complaining about a girl, I never did in my life. I never really care who I was with, unless they don't bother me. But Jennifer was different, I keep on noticing the little things that she does and every time when she talk to a guy, I feel overprotective, like she can't talk to anyone but me.

And every move that she makes, makes me more attracted to her.

"Then do you want to be mad at her forever?"

I didn't reply.

"Well, maybe, you could apologize to her tonight at the Night of Engagement and she will forgive you, trust me." She walked out of the room and closed the door behind her.

I picked up the pillow and threw it on the floor.

I don't know what I should really do, my feelings are really confused. I got out and throw on my suit.