49 The Lost Ring { 2 }

"Ryan?" I asked, scratching my head, "Morning?"

He looked from me to Cole and back.

"What are you guys doing here?"

I smiled sheepishly and said, "Trying to . . . cook some omelet to eat . . . But I guess I will stick with the granola bars."

I grabbed the granola bars and exited the kitchen.

'Why didn't I just eat the granola bars in the very first place???!!'

I handed one of the granola bars to Cole.

"Ryan, do you want one?" I asked, turning around.

He scoffed and turned on his heels to walk away and said "No."

I frowned, "What's up with him?"

Cole shrugged. "B.P."

I said "What?! What is that?"

"It stands for Boy Period." Cole snorted, taking a bite of the granola bar.

I was looking at the door feame where Ryan was standing and was now empty.

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"Cole did you notice how Ryan have been acting these past 3 days?" I asked Cole, frowning.

Ever since the Night of Engagement, Ryan seemed more distant than before.

He stopped talking to me and he didn't walk into our bedroom once, not even once! He barely even look my way.

I feel like he is avoiding me and that really makes me sad.

Did I do something wrong?

Is it because we are engaged and I still haven't apologize to him about what happened?

Is it because I said something wrong at the Night of Engagement Speech?

Is it is because I didn't introduce my parents to him?

"I guess." Cole said, looking at Ryan as he walking out of the living room.

"Did you do something to him?" I asked, looking at Cole.

Cole widened his eyes and held up his hand, surrendering. "WHAT?!" he said, "I didn't do a single time to him."

"Then why is he acting like that?"

I was frowning and staring at the flat screen TV in the living room.

"When he is acting like that, it means that he is mad." Cole said, looking at me.

"At what?!" I asked.

He shrugged, "You have to ask him yourself."

"What?!" I said, looking at him, "Me?"

"Yeah, bye, I got to go check on Ali." He got up and left the living room, leaving me alone.

I sighed, I wished We were like Cole and Ali.

I was jealous of them for being such a happy couple, I am sure they haven't even fought once.

I turned my attention back to the movie. I was just watching Twilight Breaking Dawn by myself.

It took me a while to figure out that they were playing my favourite part; when it is Bella's wedding.

I wish my love life was almost like Bella's and Edward's - at least something like it.

Everyone's love life seems perfect . . . except for mine.

I watched as Bella walked down the aisle.

She nervously clutched the white flowers in the bouquet.

She slowly walked down the aisle.

The beautiful white dress was so lovely.

The screen changed and it showed her ring. Her ring was full of diamonds, just like the promise ring -

"The promise ring . . . . Was he still mad because of that??" I whispered to myself.

"No, no, no, that was a super long time ago. He pretty isn't mad." I said, shaking my head,

"And it's probably the cheapest ring he found in the jewelry store. . . "

"But, it has a really big rock on it. . . it's probably expensive." I said back.

"No, but he's not mad about it, yeah, he's not mad." I repeated.

'Why do I feel like I have to make myself believe it?' I shook my head.

'Who cares about it?' I asked myself.

I breathed in deeply and exhaled with a loud huff.

Soon, the next thing I did was, I got up from the couch and ran upstairs. I grabbed a coat that looked really, really warm, that reached up to my knees and threw it over my shoulders.

I pulled on my rainboots and ran outside. I looked around.

I entered the forest that I had once entered. I trembled a little by past incident's flashes.

Then i started walking as far into the forest as possible.

I tried to use my werewolf sense to see if there is any danger.

I looked around.

'Where can that dumb ass ring be?' I thought, feeling frustrated.

I don't really know why I was feeling that way - it was either because I was out in the forest all by myself with nobody to help me out or it was because I can't find the ring in this Dense forest.

I sighed, stomping around, I walked farther and farther in, praying that I could find the ring somehow.

'Why did I throw it out? I could have done a fake throw of it instead!!' I punched myself mentally.

I continued walking, I didn't know for how long, but it felt like years and my stomach was rumbling.

I sighed and sat on one of the biggest roots trunk that was sticking out.

' Why did I do this to myself? Why did I do this to myself?' I asked myself.

I leaned on the tree trunks. I fell like sleeping, I was really tired from all of the walking.

My stomach rumbled again, but louder. No one is going to save me this time if I die. I thought and instantly the memory of the time Ryan saved me when I nearly died came back to me.

I didn't really know what happened, but that memory make me got up on my feet, making me more determined to find the ring than ever.

I walked around the forest again.

I don't even know how far I was in the forest.

I continued to walk, until I felt really cold. Even if the coat looks warm, it wasn't actually warm in there. It might be fur on the outside, but on the inside it was just a piece of string.

I made a mental note to myself to beg Beth and Sunny to buy me more warm clothes (if I get out of this forest).

I hugged myself, trying to keep the warmth before I get hypothermia.

I sat on the forest ground and hugged myself to keep warm.

I prayed, 'Please . . . I have to find the ring . . . I have to find the ring . . . Where is it?? Where did it go?? Did I really throw it that far? I don't want to die from hypothermia and I really want to find the ring'.

I squeezed myself and closed my eyes. I tried to get my hands into my sleeves so that they could stay warm.

I opened my eyes and looked up.

What time is it??

I tried to look through the tree's leaves, but I didn't see any daylight - Something flashed in my vision..