73 Jealousy, Fight And Confession { 2 }

"Not that cool? I would love to have an island! And what's that special place?" I asked looking at Ryan.

He didn't answer.

"Hello? Is your headphone not working? Hello?" I asked him.

I could see the corners of his lips tugging upwards.

"Tell me! Tell me!" I said, moving next to Ryan, tugging his arms.

"You'll have to see, I can't tell you." he said.

"Of course you can! You just choose not to . Come on, please tell me. I will not ask for anything else for the rest of the day!" I said.

"No." he said.

"Fine, but you will have to tell me when we are there. I don't want to miss it." I said.

"Oh you wouldn't miss it. It's big. Very, very big - now all you have to do is look out the window and if you see something unusual, that is it." he said, pointing at my side of the window.

I asked reassuringly "Are you sure?" not wanting to miss the opportunity.

He nodded.

I eagerly stared out of the window and all I see was cloud.

Oh boy! I see so many unusual things here! I thought flatly.

"Just a whole bunch of clouds." I said.

"Just wait for a few more minutes." he said, grinning at me.

I smiled back.

I looked out the window to see what he was telling me to look for, until I saw it.

It was an island. 'Oh wow, biggie! It's an island - get over it.' Its what you might think, but it wasn't just an island, it was a heart - shaped island.

Ryan scooted over next to me and embraced me in his arms, resting his chin on my shoulders.

"It's so beautiful." I said.

"Yeah, this is the island that I wanted to show to that one person in the world that I truly, deeply, madly fell in love with." he said to me.

I turned my head to look at him with shock.

I don't care if I was blushing like crazy, because all I have to see is the honesty in his eyes.

And it was there, it was showing in his deep eyes.

"Really?" I asked, my voice sounding weak.

He smiled.

"You never showed this to any other girl before?" I asked quietly.

"No. Never." he said.

I smiled happily.

" . . . Jennifer, do you love me? Like a lot?" he asked not looking at me.

I don't know; maybe it was because the fact may be that he was trying to hide himself blushing or he didn't want to see my expression . . .

I broke into a smile and said, "Yes, I love you. I love you so much." He was all smiling and excited.

"Then do you love me enough to marry me?" He moved the strand of hair from my face which was sticking around my eyes and lips. It made my inner desires to burn up. I could sense his heart throbbing in excitement.

"I do. I do love you enough to marry you. I love you more than I love anyone on this planet. I love you so much that I can't even image my life right now without you or a day without you." I said.

He reached in his pocket and pulled out a small, red, velvet coated box and opened it, "Will you marry me?"

I placed an arm around his neck and leaned in.

"I think you know the answer. Yes I will." I said and kissed him passionately.

I can't feel or ever think about any other moment in my life when I was this happy. This lucky to have a man that I've loved by my side.

He embraced me in his arms and started to nibble my ears.

I gave a slight moan when his warm breath touched my ear lobes.

It sent a tingling sensation throughout my body. I started to pant heavily and Ryan closed the left distance between us just like two bodies entangled to be one.

We both were aware of what we were going deep into and we were going to give up on our self control for the first time.

I knew now he love me and he will be mine. ONLY MINE.

This thought gave me confidence to surrender in front of his desires.

We started to kiss passionately. Our bodies started to move together. Our hand touching each other everywhere.

His hands reached my waist crushing them and mine entangled with his hairs feeling the softness.

We kissed until we were out of breath.

Ryan let my lips go and moved his kissed down on my neck. He started to nibble and kiss over the crook of my neck peppering small kisses followed by sucking and biting all over the neck down to the deep valley.

He was a wild beast right now. Unstoppable.

But suddenly he stopped. Moved his eyes up staring directly into mine. Full of desire and passion.

He slowly leaned near my ear and nibbling it he whispered in his husky voice, "Do you really want us to go ahead? If you want we can still wait till you are ready."

I looked in dazed eyes of his to figure out each and every emotion was down there.

He continued "I just want you to know that once we mate there's no turning behind till death part us. I won't leave your side even if you beg me to so as is for you as well. There is no turning back for you after this. You will be mine and can't even think of leaving my side. So Jennifer answer me.. Are you still willing to go ahead?"