1 The martyr wife

"Where are you going Zach?"That's what comes out from my mouth.

"Just gonna breath some air somewhere"he said not looking at me and busy typing on his phone.

If i know he'll just go to his mistress and have fun while i'm suffering here alone."Oh can I go with you?I'm afraid to be alone--""No you stay here"he cut me off."But"i couldn't finish my sentence and end up looking in my crumpled hand."Oh please audrey,mind your own business.Fuck it"he slammed the door before going out.

What's New?This is my life and That's Zander Achilles Craige (Zach)my husband.We married each other for business but i do love him so much that's why i agreed with this set up but he love Adrianne my sister and she is the mistress.2 different persons i love,hurting me at the same time.I even ask my father to be arranged in marriage with him,not knowing he already liked my sister that's why he gladly accepted the marriage thingy for the thought that he'll marry my step sister Arianne but his wrong.

I remember when our family set us in a dinner his face shows how disappointed he is seeing me infront of him instead of my sister.I never knew the two are in a secret relationship .My sister was so mad at me that time and i guess this is the payment for ruining their lovestory.I know i did the wrong thing and i am paying for it.You can all hate me,call me desperate but I'm too inlove with him to even give a damn on what the world is throwing at me.

I hope i can change everything for them.I love them both but all i did was to mind my own happiness not knowing i am both hurting them and now I am struggling in pain because of them.I guess this is life while the others are celebrating,someone is mourning.

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It's been a week since Zach slammed the door and until now his not home.I'm here in our room feeling alone. I tried calling his number for several times and it wasn't ringing.I tried for the last time but i heard a voice of a woman instead.

"Yes?whose this?"

"Is Za-a-ch there?"i asked trembling.

"Yes.He's in the shower.Who is this?"i can hear her bitchy tone.

"I am his wife.Please ask him when will he go home.Thank you"

"He said he don't have a wife.Sorry"i didn't reply and ended the call.My hands are shaking and I my tears fell.This isn't the first time i encountered this but the pain is still unbearable.

I woke up with a very big swollen eyes from crying till 4 am. I was busy cooking when i saw my husband rushing into me with his mad and undescribe face.He wrapped his strong hands tightly in my wrist making me ache.

"I said stop meddling with my business audrey!"he shouted at me. Is this really the guy I'm inlove with?how can he be so heartless.

"But-" "Why did you tell her I have a damn wife huh?!"oh.I am the one who should be mad at him but seems like he's angrier than me just for telling one of his mistress that I am his wife!So pathetic!

I wish i could express what i feel inside and shout at him but i can't.The only word i can say is "Sorry"i said looking down on my feet."Tss.he turn his back on me and went inside our room.

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I am cleaning the house when something caught my attention and that something hurt me big time.

I thought his over with her but i'm wrong.I ambusy cleaning our house when i saw her photos in Zach's Closet in a big photo album with them together.What have i done!

I can't do anything but cry remembering why he's so cruel on me and that's because his dream of marrying the one he love was replaced by a nightmare,marrying the sister of his love adriane.

Adriane,that's my sister(in heart) though she's not treating me as one since we're still kids.I am older than her,my mom was the one my dad married with but my mom was involved in a car accident accident and we couldn't find her body.They say she's dead but i know she's not.My father was so devastated and he found adriane's mother.Adriane and Me are really not sisters but i do want her as my sister though she doesn't and maybe her hate for me grew bigger after what i did.

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Zach's in the shower and his phone rangs several times already.

"Adriane calling"the name popped on the screen made me breathless.I guess they still communicate.

Before i could even put the phone back,someone grab it harshly from my hand and that someone is glaring at me.

"I'm sorry Zach.Your phone was busy ringing so i thought of answering it but it's Adriane.You two are still so close huh"I said to him looking directly at his eyes.His eyes are a bit uneasy and couldn't stare back at me.He then look away

"You don't have the right to touch my things,that's in our agreement".Then he answered the call and went in his closet.

Oh i do have the right Zach.I am your wife!

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"Zach let's eat"I said,diverting the conversation and avoiding the awkward silence between us.

"By the way Zach,I am going to Reina's house today."

"Why?"he said while not glancing at me

"i just miss her so much and I've been so lonely here"I said staring at my plate trying not to cry.

What i said made him stop"Then go.Tss"he said coldly.

And the silence went back not until a beeping sound of phone broke it.

"Adriane:Where will we meet Love?"

I keep on glancing at him after reading the text but his busy typing on his phone.

I gripped tightly in the steering wheel as i drive to Reina's house while reminiscing what happened earlier.After texting he immediately stood up and left me hanging in there.

All along Adriane will always be his priority.

I don't know why but my knees are shaking,My tears are flowing like a river and that's how miserable my life is being the wife of a heartless

Zander Achilles Craige.I am Audrey Lilaine Hanes-Craige, and this is my story as the desperate woman of my husband.