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I'm tired, I don't want to get up. My sister's husband died though, so I have to go see her and make sure she's ok. I'll push down my depressed feelings and force myself to get up.

I don't have anything to wear though and I don't feel like washing. I just want to lay down. Ugh...

Snap out of it! She needs me. I can do this. Then again, no I can't. Yes, I will, even if I don't feel like it. One step at a time. I have to go. But... the bed is calling. I think I'll take a quick nap.